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2004-09-04T18:16:00.000+08:00

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2004-08-31T19:51:00.000+08:00

slept at like 10+ last night...then woke up at 02:30...couldnt sleep, was scared for today...then replied msges but like everyone was sleeping haha...then managed to get back to slp at like 03:30...then reached school at 6...luckily i had the mp3 player with me or else i would've just died ahah...then the excos can one by one...yan2's mr sng is very cute!!! but the nose came off hahah...then did the decorations in the hall...at like 7 i was running around the school looking for mr sng...had to settle the discipline stuff with him... then we tried to do assembly without mr sng's help but he helped out anyway...didnt do the dance, was in the hall doing the decorations ahah...then sat in the hall till 840 like that then went to class to wish mrs shankar a happy teachers day but apparently, she didnt go to class at all ahha...then went back to the hall to settle everything before the students come streaming in ahah...then, the students came...my worst nightmare...i tried, i REALLY TRIED my best to keep cool but sometimes it gets so damn irritating when the ppl dont listen!!! i had to run all over the hall telling councillors what to do and stuff...and there was no one else helping me with a mike in hand to tell the girls where to sit and all... didnt know our school had so many ppl ahah...we ended up starting like 15-20 mins late...was totally stressed....then the council item came...sexy, jean and i decided not to dance cos we wernt sure of the steps and stuff so yea...oh!!! mrs kong said that the brownies/cake looked nice??? ahhaha...then the programme was screwed up...dont wanna go into detail...then dismissal...worst time of my life...the ppl happily never listen to me la! was totally damn pissed...after that i totally blew at the latecomers cos they were supposed to stack the chairs neatly and stuff then i told them not to drag the chairs like so many times...after the 3rd time, i shouted at them can!!! feel so evil but they never listen to me haha...and my phone is screwed up, need to get a new one ahha...went out with the team to eat and take neo...then went out with karmila to cut hair...talked alot, and i mean ALOT hahaah...cos i was so busy the past few days and stuff...had fun with her ahha...we walked around the whole place can ahha...then came home...almost fell off my chair ahah...only she knows the details but i wont say anything ahha...thats it...

to all councillors: thanks!!! thanks for everything...esp those who helped out with the stuff and those who bothered to come down for rehersals...and many thanks to the excos...take tmr to catch up on slp k! thanks...tc...

2004-08-21T21:13:00.000+08:00

today was alright...as usual ahha...but my flu isnt better...the chinese med didnt do much help ahha...had piano in the morning...then my mom sent me to school for exco meeting...heard the band play...then went home for maths tuition...originally it was supposed to be 1230 then she pushed to 130...but it ended like 230...then took a bath, got ready and left the house...went to delta...reached there a little after 3...watched the game then went to town...went to cine first to see if i could get anything for my mortal but nothing nice...then went to taka cos cheng happily broke her hanger...when we went there, she happily called her friend to bring a hanger for her haha...then as we were walk towards wisma, there, at the swatch shop there, we saw these 2 gay guys ahha....apparently, karmila saw them holding hands? ahha... then went home after that...wanna eat ice cream but im sick so cant ahah...waiting to recover then can eat ahha....

sihui: haiyo...what you want me to say about you??? ahha....let me think.......................................sorry, cant think ahha...dont be jealous k ahha...guess thats it...tc...bye

2004-08-20T20:21:00.000+08:00

today was fairly alright...nothing much happened....lost 0.5 kg and also shrunk by 0.5cm ahaha...you win some, you lose some ahha...then bio...got horrible marks for ca ahha...then recess...chin chow and sandwich ahah...then had physics..then geog...then maths...got 24/30 for emaths...could've gotten 29 can...but whats done is done...then after that had exco meeting...then went back to class...played around with mel and shaleen cos we had her jersey ahah....then after that went to the canteen to celebrate dan's bday....had cream on my face all thanks to elaine haha...then had training in the hall...not that bad...but the last part was super fun ahha...didnt feel tired at all ahah...then talked for awhile then called my dad...my dad sent coach to town ahah...he thought she was 16 can!! haha...but he said she's a nice girl ahah...then came home...waited so long for my mom to come home so that we could have dinner...then we got tired of waiting so my dad and i started first ahha....k, after that its not important ahha....

2004-08-19T16:09:00.000+08:00

Today sucked like hell...probably one of the worst days i've had in my life....the night before i had one of those really2 painful cramps in my legs...so pain i couldnt sleep..in the morning, it still hurt but i had to go for morning run ...on top of that, i have sore throat and flu...after that we had a short meeting with mr sng who took 15 mins...then walked up to chinese class where ltt wanted to scold us for being late but we said we had a meeting with mr sng so then she didnt scold...was sneezing all the way through chinese...after that was english...was alright...the story we made is totally THE best...then had recess...vexed...then chem then maths...did badly for my e maths...was hoping to get higher but yea....then was physics...totally boring...was thinking too much during those 2 periods...after school at the bookshop there i totally didnt see you...shaleen and mel want to slap me but i really didnt see...then went to class to get our bags then canteen...i stood in the canteen for less than like 5 mins and my dad called me...then had to rush to the nsc...waited 2 bloody hours just to see the frickin doctor...like wth! think i so free to waste my time sitting on the cheap manufactured plastic chairs with retarding looking ppl all around me...totally sucked...

Alicia Keys Feat Usher
If I Ain't Got You
"Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
And I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you
Some people search for a fountain
The promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love them
Hand me a world on a silver platter
And what good would it be?
With no one to share, with no one who truly cares for me
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, you, you
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you
If I ain't got you with me baby
Nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby"

2004-08-18T18:32:00.000+08:00

argh...gonna die...my throat hurts like anything can haha...so im like drowning myself (not literally) in water haha...got a mega jug full of water infront of me haha....today was totally fun, had so many photo shoots ahha...then almost fell asleep during physics ahha...after school had meeting with miss quek for the sports quiz thing...its actually quite interesting and all, you know ahha...then chased after the bus cos pau was running ahha...then si hui and kim walked out of the bus. later on i found out that they came back to school to see me? like how would i know right ahha...back home now...tired ahah...

sunday:
pesta sukan...not too bad...only played for the ais(australian international school) match then coach didnt let me play for the kcp and cedar match cos she said i wasnt tight enough and that i dont go all out for the ball cos im afraid to contact the person...she's totally right...we won all 3 matches then it started to rain so its prosponed to the 29th...

dont feel like blogging about the other days ahha...too lazy...

tagboard ppl:

nenghui2!!!! ello!!! missed the sarawak days ahha...was totally fun...tc!

denise: we should go buy wine gums one day then sit down and eat all ahhahaha....

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amelia: heys...had fun the fire works day ahha...tc...

2004-08-13T19:35:00.000+08:00

totally hungry...shall blog cos im waiting for my dad and sis to come home so can eat dinner ahha...didnt eat much today...had chin chow and a biscuit for recess and had apple ice jelly with dan after school. today was alright, i guess...gonna fail physics ahah...then had pe...was laughing totally alot can ahha...poon,mel, wei2, yo-yo1 and i were sitting on the floor then everyone else was standing but we totally didnt realise then suddenly miss ng was like 'shaleen!! get up!" ahhaa... laughed totally alot over that hah...and shaleen has a 2 weeks mc can!! then after that was bio...got totally horrible ca marks...dont wanna talk about it...then was recess then physics then geog...cheng was totally bullying me can!! she hit me so many times then mrs low saw aahah....and i told her not to laugh so much wait her rubber band snap ahah...then was maths...quite alright...just that we were totally scared for geog...the geog paper was alright, i guess...but dont think i can do well ahah...then after school had training...was totally stressful can...coach screamed at me like so many million times...feeling totally bad now...but no one cares so yea...then was talking with jaime and yingmin after training ahha...laughed alot...then came home and yea..

like wth can...have to go to school tmr at like 9+...mrs shanker wants to take pic of sexy, jean and me for the pal news letter thing...then at 930 we have the ipos thing on...then after that at like 11 got school events meeting with mr francis...then at like 12+ have to meet miss quek for the sports quiz thing...my whole weekend is like totally packed la...and sunday there's pesta sukan, a whole day thing...there goes my weekend! heck...i'll try to cope...its only a matter of weeks before i collaspe and die hahah! like anyone cares...

2004-08-11T19:57:00.000+08:00

today was alright...almost died cos i didnt bring my chinese text haha....then i took gin ni's book cos she's at the national camp thing so yea...it totally saved my life can ahah...was high at ss with yo yo partner sitting behind me ahha...laughed and talked so much till mrs kwong thought she and i wanted more sweets ahah...that made us laugh even more haha...nothing much happened...had chem after school...mr yeo was totally pissed today for no apparent reason...made us stay back to go thru the chem paper...luckily yo yo partner was sitting next to me haha...if not i would've just died hahha....and i had 'see me!!!" on my paper can...made me panic so much ahah...cos there's like 3 exclaimation marks there so yea haha...didnt see him in the end cos like i totally didnt want to talk to him ahha...and i think i know my mistake so yea haha....k, thats it, have to go do the ipos thing...dots....

2004-08-10T20:38:00.000+08:00

woohoo! im back! muahah....m'sia was fun and all...visited my grandfather....he's alright, i guess...but he's like super old man, 87....and he got a new puppy, damn cute hahah...the neighbour gave him one ahah...totally stressed out nowadays...k,think i better end off here... gonna study ss then sleep..i need to rest ahha...

tag board ppl:

ikan: thanks!!! tc yea!

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admin: urm...yea...k...

2004-08-07T20:24:00.000+08:00

woke up at 715...reached school at 810 like that...waited till everyone was there then took mrs lim's car...pau got lost aha...damn entertaining ahha...then we found out the talk was at 10 can!! so we went to the kopitiam and ate and did some discussion...then went up at 10 and did the search on the trademark...there was something in the water, made me super high ahahha...then listened to the talk for awhile...then asked the woman for advice on our thing...she said it was alright...thats good, right? haha...then we left during the trademark talk and walked to ps where we went to marks and spencers to spray somemore haha...then walked around then walked to town where i met karmila...then we walked somemore and she said i smelt of the perfume2 thing haha..damn funny ahha...then went to tiong where we took 16 but stopped at great world cos i thought we were going to school but we wern't ahah...then waited for 195 and yea...took it to tiong...then sent her off and the train station...and she found out that tiger's shy hahaha....then met my sis outside mc's cos she was doing surveys and stuff...then went to great world to watch the village...stupid show ahha...should've listened to karmila cos she said its a stupid and lame show ahha...then walked home...didnt do anything much so yea hah..gng away tmr...dont feel like gng now...but have to if not my mom'll kill me ahha....k, thats it...later...

2004-08-06T21:09:00.000+08:00

today was totally fun!!! was totally high ahah...was at the back of the hall with sexy...then during the choir's item, sexy and i were 'dancing' can ahah...till keshia gave us that look ahahha....then we cheered super loud for band and guitar....and we were like practically shouting the singapore songs can ahha...since we didnt know the lyrics to one song but we only knew the word 'undivided' so we shouted only that word ahhaah...was totally fun ahah...oh, and 3A won 2 hampers can! was totally shocked ahah...one for the money2 thing then the other for the walkathon attendance ahha....

had training after that...but before that, hannah, pau and i were looking for miss quek who gave us this super thick stack of papers for the sports quiz thing...i thought the quiz was the simple2 type can ahah....then training was run...now the netballers are so red like lobsters can ahah....went town after that...wanted to watch the village but it was sold out so we joined the team at pizza hut....yingmin, jaime and i ate the set meant for 4 ppl can ahah...we were totally full after that ahha...then went to heeren to take neoprint...then went wisma then walked to far east where we took neoprint again...then went home after that...im like super tired now haha....

oh, i'll be going to malaysia from sunday to tuesday so i wont be able to blog so yea....

2004-08-04T18:38:00.000+08:00

k, i shall blog...urm...maths was fun cos now i know how to do haha..then was english...had fun talking with mel ahah...then maths again then recess...was totally high during recess can haha...blame it on the grass jelly haha...after that was ss...had quite a good time...kept talking to pau about friday haha...then it was chinese....pau and fei tried to sabo me by calling my index number haha...but they were unsucessful muhahahah...then it was physics....stirred the water till my arms pain can aahaha....then it was pc....was doing chem...

after school went town with karmila...laughed alot....ate at ljs then went to wisma to look at the wallet which is apparently not worth the $30 ahaha...then she showed me the ring...its nice...then walked to paragon where something happened and i dont wanna say...it will malu myself ahha....then after that went to popular cos i needed to get a green pen...someone stole my old one haha...then sent her off at the bus stop then went to my dad's office...went to the fish shop after that cos he wanted to buy new fish...he spent like $50 on 5 new fishes can haha...but the fish damn cute, triangular shaped haha...then came home, took a bath then yea....

2004-08-02T17:39:00.000+08:00

hmmm...dunno wad to blog about....oh, think mrs shankar doesnt like me ahaha...for the letter writing thing right, i wrote in 'high-class' english and yet she only gave me 9 for language can!!! damn pissed hahha....nothing much happened in school..then after school, went to canteen then changed for 'phototaking session' haha ...was quite fun and all...then rushed home for piano LESSONS haha...havent been doing much after that haha...corrections, i havent been doing anything after that haha...k, i really should stop stoning haha....guess thats it so yea...

tagboard ppl:

hy: i've got more songs k! i'll recommend some more to you k ahha...tc!

kq: i'll play tic-tac-toe with you tmr k! better practise tonight ahhaha....tc...

2004-07-31T16:43:00.000+08:00

woke up at 7 this morning...hitched a ride from my mom hah...then reached school and waited then sexy came then michelle then weiqi then pau2 who came running in haha...as usual, she was late haha...then mrs lim sent us to ngee ann poly where we couldnt find lt20... the ppl started so late haha...the talk wasnt that boring...then we had refreshments and pau ate alot, as usual ahhaha...was totally high haha...so high that sexy was getting scared aha...then went great world with weiqi and sexy...sexy took cab from there cos she needed to go back to school for the ceremony thing...weiqi and i were at the bus stop but then the free bus ride to town was there so we ran across the road ahhaha...so funny can haha....then we went taka then cine then paragon...weiqi wanted to buy spray so we went to marks and spencers and tried like almost everything haha....then after awhile weiqi smelt her hand and she was like 'i think this is nice' it did smell nice but the thing was that we couldnt remember what it was hahaha....so we like wanted to spray again but our arms no more 'space' haa...then meiyi came!!! then we wanted to use her arms but she didnt allow haha...then went off after that cos badminton girl were having flag day so yea....thats it...oh, and drink lots of water, right shaleen? ahha...im high....

2004-07-29T18:57:00.000+08:00

was totally high in the morning, laughed alot ahaha...wanted to swat flies with yo yo partner but she didnt want to haha...during recess i wanted to massage her blue-black but she refused haha...after school was running all over the place looking for sarah aha...found her in the end haha...judged the talentquest thing...gemma and whit were very good...but that annabelle girl from 3E was quite good can, she got this super powerful voice hah...didnt know hy can sing haha...but her group was very good ahha...then went home in the super heavy rain haha...was drenched to the skin can ahha...my mom scolded me for not bringing umbrella ahha...think im like gonna sleep super early haha...k, i better go, got lots of work to do ahahah...

Totally love this song!! should hear it, its really super good ahha...

Incubus
Talk show on mute

'Take a bow
Pack on powder
Wash 'em out with buzzing lights
Pay an audience to care
'Impress me' personality
Still and transfixed
The electric sheep are dreaming of your face
Enjoy you from the chemical
Comfort of America
Come one, come all
Into nineteen-eightyfour
Yeah, three, two, one...
Lights! camera! transaction!
Quick, Your time is almost up
Make all forget that they're the moth
Edging in towards the flame
Burning to obscurity
Still and transfixed
The electric sheep but dreaming up your fate
We judge you from the card castle
Comfort of America
Come one, come all
Into nineteen-eightyfour
Yeah, three, two, one...
Lights! camera!
Yeah!
Come one, come all
Into Nineteen-eightyfour
Yeah, three, two, one...
Lights, Camera, Transaction!
Come one, come all
Into Nineteen-eightyfour
Yeah, three, two, one...
Lights, Camera, Transaction.
Your foundation is canyoning
Fault lines should be worn with pride
I hate to say it
But you're so much more
You're so much more endearing with the sound turned off'

2004-07-28T21:08:00.000+08:00

k, havent been blogging haha...cos like monday went seoul garden with the team and like i cant cook so whatever ahha...then tuesday i was totally sick, had a fever of 37.8 haha...i asked karmila if it was high then she was like 'yea high!! i told you never listen to me!!" cos she felt my forehead during recess and said it was hot but i didnt feel anything haha...then i ended up getting scolding by her hahaha...was feeling a little bit better after school so stayed and watched them train...wanted to train loh! but was having headache so couldnt haha...then after that went home...almost took expired panadol but my sis had aspirin so i took it haha...then my mom gave me birds nest then i took then went to sleep...but only after studying chinese...oh, and had bio test which im sooo gonna fail cos i was having headache ahha...

today...was feeling much2 better...then i went for morning run and laughed alot cos this girl wore her shorts the wrong way ahahah....then nothing much happened...had chinese test which i dont think i'll do well cos i was thinking about smt else thru-out the test haha....then left early for the mayor talk thing...mrs tan cheat our feelings can! she told us got hmk so we brought our books home then end up dont have...dots....acs barker damn nice can! their audi is like double storey can haha...then this bimbotic girl was like sitting next to me and kept staring at me msg-ing haha...think she got kinda frightened cos of smt i was msging haha cos she moved away haha...and this guy sitting infront of sarah kept touching his hair? like it was the first time he spiked his hair or smt...then he only spiked the back part if his head so it looked totally weird haha.. then after that went town with weiqi and we were totally indecisive ahha...then when we walked out of taka i was like 'can we go back in? i need to buy chocolate' haha then she was like gonna kill me ahha...oh, then before that when we came out then she pointed at paragon then i was like 'you wanna go paragon is it?' then she was like no la! cos cor was there ahhaha...had a good laugh there haha...then came home and stuff....gonna go for morning run again tmr haha...somehow its more fun nowadays ahah....

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2004-07-24T18:26:00.000+08:00

kk, got nothing to blog about...dots...ahha..did nothing much today...had piano then maths tuition then slept ahhaha...slept for like 2 hours which isnt that long karmila!!! ahhaha...nothing to blog about...dots...oh, the timetable has changed so yea...k, thats it...

this song is quite old but i still like it ahah...

Tonic
If you could only see

'If you could only see the way she loves me
Then maybe you would understand
Why I feel this way about our love
And what I must do
If you could only see how blue her eyes can be when she says
When she says she loves me
Well you got your reasons
And you got your lies
And you got your manipulations
They cut me down to size
Sayin' you love but you don't
You give your love but you won't
If you could only see the way she loves me
Then maybe you would understand
Why I feel this way about our love
And what I must do
If you could only see how blue her eyes can be when she says
When she says she loves me
Seems the road less traveled
Show's happiness unraveled
And you got to take a little dirt
To keep what you love
That's what you gotta do
Sayin' you love but you don't
You give your love but you won't
You're stretching out your arms to something that's just not there
Sayin' you love where you stand
Give your heart when you can
If you could only see the way she loves me
Then maybe you would understand
Why I feel this way about our love
And what I must do
If you could only see how blue her eyes can be when she says
When she says she loves me
Sayin' you love but you don't
You give your love but you won't
Sayin' you love where you stand
Give your heart when you can
If you could only see the way she loves me
Then maybe you would understand
Why I feel this way about or loveA
nd what I must do
If you could only see how blue her eyes can be when she says
When she says she loves me'

2004-07-23T23:07:00.000+08:00

waiting for my hair to dry so i'll blog first haha...today was alright...had lesons till 10 then went town with alot of ppl...then karmila and i didnt want to watch ella enchanted so we met up with poon they all at far east where we walked around looking for a top for shaleen...finally found a nice one and my yo yo partner didnt really like it but we persuaded her and she bought it...then ate and ljs then had to leave early cos we had to be back in school before 1245...and karmila, sorry for abandoning you but i didnt have the choice haha...anyways, we wen to seah im food centre then mrs lee very nice can, she gave rah and i money to get drinks haha...jenny leong actually wanted to buy us ice cream but the man closed shop so yea haha...then after that took the bus back to school..then went around selling drinks till 6 where i just stood at the stall trying to sell drinks...stood there till like 10+ ahha...but ppl brought us food so thanks! then left like 10+...my dad sent cor, mel [princess] and melanie home....then i came home took a bath and yea...oh, my hair is like dry now so i should go and sleep ahahhaha......

2004-07-21T18:05:00.000+08:00

today was totally fun yet again...morning had maths then english then maths again...after eng shaleen and i asked mrs shankar for the class key so that we could come up during recess...then i gave shaleen the key cos i sure lose it haha....after maths was recess then i stood outside shaleen's class waiting for her then we went up to class..got our books then looked for shankar in the canteen...made shaleen laugh sooo much ahahha....then returned the key to shankar who was with mrs low...then shaleen and i were looking at the way they were walking haha...then we suay2 had to continue walking behind them...then shankar suddenly turned around and asked me to buy a pau for mrs jo pang ahhahaha...shaleen and i were on the verge of bursting into laughter hahah....then i dragged her along to buy the pau and stuff...was laughing all the way aha...then after that was ss...with that miss nair ahha....shaleen and i were laughing soo much again ahhaha...we laugh so loud till some ppl turned around to look at us hahaha....then after that was physics which was totally boring...pau2 kinda fell asleep so i poked her with my pencil ahahha...then it was pc...did some maths...then had meeting with lemo so i dragged rah along ahha...met p at the foyer with hannah and pau popped out of no where haha...then saw pad box at the bus stop...then the bus came so p and pau went up but i stayed with pad box cos she was alone...then anna came so we talked abit and stuff...miss the seniors during training cos their totally funny ahaha...anyways, thats it...

2004-07-20T20:54:00.000+08:00

today was totally fun!!! haha....chinese was alright...then had 4 periods of maths or rather, 3 then recess then 1 more...but i think it would be so cool to have 4 periods altogether hah...we started on kinematics and mrs charoo gave us this worksheet and we had to interpret the graph...it was so fun!!! my fav graph is the last one cos the prefect had to pull the thing really2 hard so that the flag will go up really2 fast ahhaha....made poon, mel, wei2 and rah laugh alot cos of that graph ahha...oh, in the morn, i rubbed rah's blue black till the skin came out!!! feeling so guilty, sorry rah! k, then after that was chem...my poor 'yo yo' partner got called by mr yeo, AGAIN! she is like damn suay ahah...then after that was bio....was too lazy to study so pau and i bothered p and also listened to joanne's stories ahha...mel made me a horrible deal...she was like 'you carry my bag then i carry your books' then i said yea without thinking haha then it was such a bad deal can!! haha...but heck, still carried her stuff all the way to shankar's room haha...then somehow or other the arrangement of tables and chairs were changed so mel was sitting on my right and my yo yo partner on my left....made my yo yo partner laugh alot ahha...then did the stupid eng letter which i think i totally wrote wrongly haha...but heck! ahhaa....

then after school had meeting with mr sng...then he talk2 then after that we went down to the canteen to change and got ready for napfa...first station was sit-ups...was alright...then the incline chin-up thing...was alright too..then it was the shuttle run...was surprised with my timing, think the man took wrongly aha...then it was the sit and reach which i totally suck at ahha...took the forms for obs, hopefully i can make it ahha...tried to convince shaleen to go but she was soooo reluctant so i just gave up haha...then rushed for training...did some court work then played bball with some sec 1s...hate that girl with long hair and black shorts cos she was so violent and she just snatched the ball away from me...like whatever haha...then had a talk with jaime and yingmin then went to tiong with coach, jaime, yingmin, candice, elaine, melanie and toilet paper...oh yea! dan is our pad box ahhahah....just ignore that hahaha....then talked alot2 till lost track of time haha...then went home....nothing much after that hahah....

2004-07-19T18:52:00.000+08:00

been totally losing sleep so i took a nap haha...just woke up or rather, my sis woke me up cos she's going diving for 2 days so yea...keshia told me to bring a passport sized photo??? think their like gonna put it in the ems thing for the voting thing, like im not embarrassed enough? haha..i totally hope their not gonna do the pbl thing cos like my face so big there and like it'll be so embarrassing ahhaha...heck, got better things to worry about haha...

the homeroom system is quite fun ahha...was totally high this morning haha...cos on firday we took the tables from 2C class so they were short of tables so we 'stole' the oral tables haha...then went all the way to the hall...on the way back we were laughing sooo much for no apparent reason aha..my 'yo yo' partner, mel, wei2 and i were laughing so loud can haha....i carried the locker lock all the way to the hall and back ahah...cos i was playing with it...then pau and i went to find our locker and put our maths stuff there cos it was like so near charoo's class so yea...sitting with mel for like almost everything haha...after 8 years!! this is the first year that im in the same class as her aha...

mrs leong was like totally funny...she was like 'row leaders come and take the surprise test paper from my desk' then yangyan and panicked aha...in the end it was a survey then i was like 'tsk la' super loud haha...

had the sex talk again? but didnt have the mood to talk alot so yea...and pau's mean! she like keep poking me...then when nette tried i said 'stacy tay's ticklish' hahahah...then cheng was like so into the movie haha...then had the fusion dance thing then went home with p...p is so 'kan cheong' can haha...in the audi she was like 'stacy! better hurry wait we miss 65' hahha...she's super funny...in the morning she wanted to strangle me ahhaha...

[its not that i dont want it...its that i dunno, im confused?]

this song is quite alright so yea...

Maroon 5
She will be loved

'Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain, oh
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhileAnd she will be loved
She will be loved

And She will be loved
And She will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful

She will be loved

Please don't try so hard to say good bye.'

2004-07-18T15:51:00.000+08:00

just came back from great world...watched king arthur...it was not bad...think lancelot has the best weapon...think like its so funky to have twin swords ahah...

warning, spoiler ahead:
the guy with the falcon is like totally cool!!! so saddening that he got killed...like all the funky ppl were killed...the bird guy and lancelot haha...
end of spoiler! hah...

hmm...did i do anything wrong?? yea sure, i bet that you too are totally hurt...i feel totally selfish...i feel totally guilty cos you apologised sooo many time and yet...dots...been losing sleep over this....argh...but i must face the music...i cant run away forever...

havent touched any homework yet haha...homeroom system starting tmr...think it may screw up cos like the whole place will be jammed up in the process of changing classes so yea...i dunno la haha...k, i gtg...need to do work then i'll sleep ahah...

2004-07-17T23:01:00.000+08:00

k, im free so i'll blog again...oh, i missed out that my dad sent mel home ytd and he said she is pretty and smart ahah...told mel that this morning and her ego like totally...dots... ahahahah....im bored...and tired...maybe i'll sleep soon...but i wanna read 'angels and demons' by dan brown...its so interesting ahah...my legs hurt...argh, missed jamie cullum's concert ytd...wanted to go but like got the pbl and stuff and also cos it was a private concert so yea...but i think his voice very nice haha....k, think i should sleep soon...have to go church tmr haha...

2004-07-17T14:32:00.000+08:00

been really busy these few days...with the pbl and stuff...anyways, i cant remember what happened on thursday so i got less to blog about ahaa...k, yesterday was totally hectic...was like running all over the place looking for mrs chan cos i didnt know the schedule and stuff...then after school mr yeo totally impatient so we had to like get 16 tables from 2C classroom and denise, rat and i made like 3-4 trips can...tired like anything after that ahha...then pau and meiyi helped me to transfer my books... so thanks! haha... then after that, mr yeo told us to arrange the chairs and stuff...then after that pearl and i went to the canteen and i drank grass jelly!! haha..then we went to bother the netballers cos training hasnt started yet...then coach asked us to get changed and we trained for like only 40+ mins but it was fun ahah... then after that we ran back up to the audi to change...then i was like running everywhere looking for mrs chan cos i didnt know where to usher the parents cos the audi wasnt ready then yea...then ran around the whole place looking for the usherers cos they were all over the place ahha...then stood at the canteen there for like 2hrs? tired like anything...then talked abit and stuff with cheng, mel, poon and shaleen...oh, i found cheng's band badge!! muahahah...she owes me big time haha...then after that stacked the chairs up and stuff...then waited till like 9+ to clear up..and miss maggie lee made me carry the tray of watermelon to the staff lounge, TWICE ahah...the second time the staff lounge was closed so we panicked and miss ng told us to throw away but we left it in the general office ahaha...then went home, bathed and stoned and msged her....then went to sleep...

got up at 7+ then mel called and asked me to help with the banner and i did then had my orals...horrible haha...heck...kk, i gtg...

2004-07-14T18:12:00.000+08:00

today was totally fun!!! well, not school but after school ahha...but first, in school...during recess pau, fei and i were doing the chinese thing the mind map for how media has influenced the kids...only after we did it did we find out that we were doing technology ahahah...so gonna do it again tmr...

after school had meeting with mrs chan for friday's ptc...then after that went to the canteen to meet sarah and sexy...then at 3+ we left for the foyer then we started our walk to labrador park...or rather, seah im food centre...then when we reached [mind you, its not very far] miss siti told us what to do and stuff then we went off....sarah said she'll accompany me to school cos i left my bag in school and she was carrying hers so yea...then since we missed 65, we decided to take 131 [logically thinking, it would go back to school] so we took it...then, we suspected smt was wrong cos the bus missed the turn going to school there...so we just thought that it was making a little detour...hahaahha....we were TOTALLY wrong haha...it went to shenton way then all the way to serangoon ahhahaha....then we started to panic...haha...then we decided to stop at novena cos sexy reached school alr hahah...so we got off and took train to orchard then took bus back to school where sexy was waiting for me in the foyer ahah...sexy missed like 2-3 cabs cos the buses were blocking haha...then came home so yea...thats it....i'll never talk 131 for the rest of my life hahah...but it was totally fun cos sarah and i were talking all the way ahhaha...

Love this song...its quite sadistic in the sense that your just watching your friend drown...but its nice hahaha

Our Lady Peace
Clumsy

"Throw away the radio
Suitcase keeps you awake
Hide the telephone, the telephone
Telephone, in case you relalize
That some days your just not ok
You'll level off, you'll level off, you'll level off
And its not alright now
You need to understand
Theres nothing strange about this
You need to know your friends
You need to know that
I'll be waving my hand
Watching you drown
Watching you scream
Quiet or loud
And maybe you should sleep
And maybe you just need, a friend
As clumsy as you've been
Theres no one laughing
You will be safe in here
You will be safe in here
Throw away this very old shoelace
It tripped you again
Try and shrug it off, shrug it off, shrug it off
Its only skin
Now you need to understand
Theres nothing fake about this
You need to let me in
Watching you and
I'll be waving my hand
Watching you drown
Watching you scream
No ones around
And maybe you should sleep
And maybe you just need, a friend
As clumsy as you've been
Theres no one laughing
You will be safe in here
You will be safe in
I will be waving my hand
Watching you drown
Watching you scream
Quiet or loud
And maybe you should sleep
And maybe you just need, a friend
As clumsy as you've been
Theres no one laughing
You will be safe in here
You will be safe in here
Well you will be safe in here"

2004-07-13T19:10:00.000+08:00

totally fumbled on my speech today...dots...was totally nervous...even mr sng could tell ...whatever, just blew my chances...heck...school was totally boring...nothing interesting...had training...and i like have this blister which hurts like hell... wth...damn unlucky....whatever...have to stay back tmr for the walkathon thing? argh...this sucks...sometimes i just need a day off....just one day....

used to love this song...now its kinda old but heck...

Monday Morning 5:19
Rialto

'At eight o'clock we said goodbye
That's when I left her house for mine
She said that she'd be staying in
Well she had to be at work by nine

So I get home and have a bath
And let an hour or two pass
Drifting in front of my T.V.
When a film comes on
That she wants to see

It's Monday morning 5:19
And I'm still wondering where she's been
'Cause everytime I try to call
I just get her machine
And now it's almost six a.m.
And I don't want to try again
'Cause if she's still not back
Then this must be the end

At first I guess she's gone to get
Herself a pack of cigarettes
A pint of milk, food for the cat
But it's midnight now and she's still not back

It's Monday morning 5:19
And I'm still wondering where she's been
'Cause everytime I try to call
I just get her machine
And now it's almost six a.m.
And I don't want to try again
'Cause if she's still not back home
I don't know if she would, then
Is this the end?

At half past two I picture her
In the back of someone else's car
He runs his fingers through her hair
Oh you shouldn't let
Him touch you there.

It's Monday morning 5:19
And I'm still wondering where she's been
'Cause everytime I try to call
I just get her machine
And now it's almost six a.m.
And I don't want to try again
'Cause if she's still not back home
I don't know if she would, then
Is this the end'

2004-07-12T21:08:00.000+08:00

didnt have to do my speech today...a good thing? maybe, cos i totally wasnt prepared...in the morning i was totally nervous, till my hands were cold ahah...gonna do my speech tmr...come on! i can do it!!! ahhah...lame-a-fyed...just ignore that hah...was really2 tired today during lessons and stuff...wasnt paying attention at all...during recess, went around surveying ppl for the maths thing...then after that was maths, my fav lesson ahah...simply love it cos mrs charoo just gave us a few questions to do so it was fun...but the questions were not challenging....but heck...then after that was geog...it was alright, had so much time so i wrote really neatly ahhaa...then after that was cme...had the talk again...sat with mel and lily then we commented on alot of stuff haha....after that went tiong with karmila, nette, yingwei and pei...ate bk then talked abit...after that sent karmila to delta then walked home...then had a bath, rushed thru my theory homework then waited for my teacher to come...after that, slept for like 1 hr plus till my dad woke me up aha...then had dinner, rushed thru my homework and here i am...guess thats it..gonna go practice my speech...hope i dont panic tmr haha..

Zed
Starlight

"It's alright
It's Ok
I'll keep holding on today
'Cause I'm waiting for the starlight in your eyes
No more faith
No more hope
All that I can do is grope
For a shred of loving care from my girl
The pain you felt has burdened you
You can't feel loved
I'm glad that I have been with you
But thats not enough
In your arms I would be
Overjoyed as any boy
Holding on to what he loves
Oh so much
Feel your touch every night
When I dreamed to be alright
There you are in front of me
With your smile
The pain you felt has burdened you
You can't feel loved
I'm glad that I have been with you
But thats not enough
Whoa, thats not enough
The pain you felt has burdened you
You can't feel loved
I'm glad that I have been with you
But thats not enough
Whoa, thats not enough
In your arms I would be
Overjoyed as any boy
Holding on to what he loves
Oh so much
Holding on to what he loves
Oh so much
Holding on to what he loves
Oh so much"

2004-07-10T20:21:00.000+08:00

woke up super early...but she woke up earlier haha...then got ready, dressed super formally for my sis's graduation...the ceremony was like super long? 3hrs plus..then went for lunch after that then my mom dropped me at the bus stop...met natalie and cor at the bus stop...then the bus came and i totally forgot i didnt have my ez-link card then i just put my wallet at the sensor thing but never beep so i just walked into the bus haha...then got my hair cut, it turned out alright...then went to youth park to patronize the stall ahaha...then left after awhile cos sarah wasnt there...then went heeren and met sarah and fei they all along with mel, pei, lily, cheng and alim...damn embarrassed cos i was wearing formal2 and they all say i look very niang? like whatever haha...then sarah joined us so we went back to youth park cos sarah was having shift then walked to cine after her shift and met juli they all..then talked abit then walked to heeren then to cine then to far east...after that walked back to taka then came home...sarah very funny, she talk alot ahha...my little sister haha...

2004-07-09T18:30:00.000+08:00

havent prepared my speech for monday yet...weiqi and i are like the first 2 to make our speech? im so not ready...school was alright today... disected the pig's heart...was totally fun haha...gin ni was running around the class with mega blood clots and stuff hahah...then fei, pau and i were sticking our fingers in the vena cava, actually, we stuck our fingers into practically everything haha...oh, mr yeo was in a bad mood haha...think he was pmsing hahaha...then after school stayed in the hall for mr sng's talk...he's actually very nice and all...then after that he met the 7 of us...he told us to make a really good speech...like how am i gonna do that? haha...

anyways, after that, we did the band discriptors then went to help out the sec 2s with their boxes and stuff...since i cant paint, i helped cindia to do the hair braiding thing...and i was totally slow haha....but i got the hang of it a little later on...
had the shock of my life over the pbl thing...wont go into detail, too lazy to type haha...

[Im the star of my own play...]

2004-07-08T15:39:00.000+08:00

gonna flunk my geog test hahaa...

kkk, i got this funky question thing...tried on karmila and pei but they like no effect...kk, here goes...

[This deaf and mute man walk into a hardwear shop. The mute guy went first. He wanted to buy nails so he made an action with his two fingers and his other hand was like a hammer. The shopkeeper asked him if he wanted to buy a hammer but he shook his head. The mute man then pointed to the fingers that were supposed to be the nails and then, the shopkeeper asked if he wanted to purchase nails and the man nodded. So, the mute guy choose the nails her wanted, paid and left the store.
Then, the deaf man walked into the store. He wanted to buy a pair of scissors. How do you think he asked for it?

The answer that most ppl would give is that he used his hands to make a scissors action. but the real answer is that he asked for it with his voice cos he's deaf, not mute hahahaah]

to the ppl on my tagboard: DOTS!!!!dots to all of you!!!!
no mood to blog...so i'll just put a song here...

Dashboard Confessional
Vindicated

"Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine ahead has caught my eye
And roped me in so mesmerizing
It's so hypnotizing
I am captivated
I am...

Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself

So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intention
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me so
Isolated so
Motivated I am
Certain now that I am

Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself

So tired of the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment for forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim
Against the current

So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away

Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself

My hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption"

2004-07-05T10:00:00.000+08:00

Greece won...a total shock...they won cos their defence is superb so there wasnt any oppertunity for portugal to attack...i watched the whole match all alone ahhaa...cos my sis went to sleep at half time so yeah ahha...oh yeah! and during the second half this man ran onto the field ahhaa...so entertaining!!! ahah... then he ran straight into the goalpost the net? hahaha...very funny....too bad there was no one to share the laughter with me hahahah....

the match ended at like 4+ right? then i went to sleep and woke up at 9? suprised man! ahha....tried to go back to sleep but couldnt so i just woke up! hahaha....

2004-07-04T21:10:00.000+08:00

woke up at 11 today...or rather, was forced to cos my mom was like 'your finally up...go get ready then we go out for lunch' so thats what i did...bet i could've slept for another hour plus haha....then after lunch, came home and went online....went online till like 6+, 7 cos was chatting and pool-ing with shaleen...didnt realise she's so lame...like me ahhaa....oh, i learnt that if you hang around me too much, you'll get lamer and lamer haha...k, then went offline and went to chinatown for dinner...then im back! oh, i also switched phones with my sis cos we were like totally bored ahha...so now i have her phone which is totally difficult to use cos its sony ericsson and the format and stuff is diff from nokia haha...so if i take like super long to reply someone, its cos im totally not used to the phone hahaha...

2004-07-03T20:38:00.000+08:00

whoa man, didnt realise i havent been bloggin for so long haha...anyways, went to chijmes today for the ij fest... it was totally hot so we went to raffles place [after dunno how many super long mins of persuasion] then we walked...and walked...and walked...walked all the way to suntec just for coffee bean ahaha... on the way there they all so mean can, forever bullying me... dots... on the way, there was this clown who was supposedly 'chasing' me haha...then i just walked away...then after awhile, the clown was running towards nette and peihan ahahah...then pei screamed and all of us started laughing so mega loudly...anyways, they went to buy coffee then we headed back to chijmes...reached there with 10 mins to spare so we took a seat and waited for the performance to start...then they all bully me again....forever haha...they all ask me to ask the little girl infront to sit down cos she was blocking the view haha...felt so guilty after that haha...then during the china-fyed dance [i cant stand so cheena type of dance] so i took a walk with karmila then we met poon they all and talked a bit...then i blindly walked into the signboard and ALMOST knocked it down...almost k! ahah...and karmila was just happily laughing there haha...then walked a bit then went back in time for the so-called modern dance which wasnt so modern, according to me haha...then left when the performances ended...went to city hall mrt...karmila and pei infront happily took the wrong escalator haha..then they wanted to go back up when there was a 'direct' escalator to the correct floor haha...they malu-ated themselves haha....then the train was super crowded...then we got separated so i was walking with karmila...then we thought they all walked already so we just walked...we couldnt see them so we assumed that they walked already so we just walk lah...at the escalator, got a call from pei and they were still waiting for us at the control station ahha...so we happily walked back and had a good laugh...then went to the bus stop where the stupid bus took so long...didnt realise that natria was so lame? haha...then took bus home...ot was getting dark so i walked super fast haha...oh, i walked home in record time! 5 mins! haha.... then took a bath...then had craving for coke so drank it haha...now im quite high? even though i woke up super early ahha...[btw, my super early is 8am haha] guess thats it...today was fun...muahhahaa....

2004-06-27T14:27:00.000+08:00

k, im totally tired...not tired, just sleepy haha... was watching this funky hospital programme thing...oh, befofe that i was at costa sands the bbq thing with the netballers...it was quite fun and all..didnt know coach could be so lame haha...then my dad took melanie home ahah...she was so quiet ahah...befofe the bbq, went out with karmila for lunch...or rather, her lunch haha...cos i ate already with my parents...then walked around tiong and the stupid gift shop havent open yet so we took a bus to great world...i was scaring her cos i wasnt sure if the bus was the right one haha...then after that bought hadley's present then sent her back to tiong and went home... then prepared the jelly and waited for peihan's mom to pick me up...think her mom very funny hahaha...
back to school tmr...xian-ded...but i need smt to keep me busy so its a good thing, in a way haha...

2004-06-25T22:57:00.000+08:00

dont have the mood to blog these few days...back to school in 2 days...dots...

The Vines
Winning Days

"The winning days are gone
Because I know just where I’m seeing
Was giving as I know
I can't hear

Cause underneath there's gold
Ill need to get around to find it
When I wanna go
I can dream
I’ve been trying
All my time

I’m just seeing it right
Cause it could be the light that’s over me
So I just wanna let it be

The winning days are gone
Because I know just where I’m seeing
Was giving as I know
I can't hear

Cause underneath there’s gold
Ill need to get around to find it
When I wanna go
I can dream
I’ve been trying
All my time

I’m just seeing it right
Cause it could be the light that’s over me
So I just wanna let it be

Get up and go outside
It can help your mind too
Get up don’t hide away

Cause I know where there’s gold (get up and go outside it can
I didn't know when I was flying can help your mind
Im sinking like a stone get up don’t hide)
I can dream
I’ve been trying"

really should hear this song, its very nice...got tons of other songs...but not today...maybe some other day that im feeling 'happier'...

2004-06-25T22:53:00.001+08:00

2004-06-25T22:53:00.000+08:00

2004-06-23T18:18:00.000+08:00

woke up at 12+ today hahaha...super late ahaha...any got scolding again by her for sleeping so much haha... got up just in time for lunch ahaha...then sat home and watched some of the MTV movie awards...then went upstairs and did some work...finished like 3 boxes of maths hw...only got 2 left! muahahah...finally finished geog after 3 weeks of procrastinating haha...then went to disturb my sis...then watching tv...im iron chef-ing ahahahahah!!! k, im totally lame...dots...

karmila: you promised not to say anything k! flick you on monday!!! muahahha...

2004-06-22T21:15:00.000+08:00

today got up mega early to go to school for meeting which was supposed to be at 9 but mr leslie came at only 10 so yeah...got scolding from my sis and mom cos we were supposed to go out at 10+ but the meeting was still on so yeah...anyways, went to taka and ate and did shopping and met my dad and accompanied him for lunch...after that went shopping somewhere else...and went home...watched iron chef and went out for dinner and here i am!

karmila is evil....she hinted smt she PROMISED not to say ahhaah...oh, she can also type older as 'louder' ahahhaha...k, think im the evil one now hahaha

2004-06-21T19:53:00.000+08:00

have been too busy...actually no, been sleeping alot ahahha...told karmila to wait for my msg at 9 but i slept till 11! haha....had a good laugh ahhaha...struggling to complete my homework ahah...school's starting next week...it has its own pros and cons... talked alot about taman negara today with her...been doing maths...got nothing else to blog about haha...

cheng: please loh, i dont wanna be a sweetheart haha...

2004-06-17T19:53:00.000+08:00

today was quite fun, despite the horrible movie...and i mean, horrible...reached cine the earliest followed by mel, karmila and peihan.. bought tickets before peihan came then she happily walk so slow haha...went in and talked really loud...dropped my phone in the dark but the man next to me helped me pick it up...couldnt wait for the horrible show to end...during the show, it was damn cold...and the person sitting on my left was happily poking me and i was flicking her haha...then went to to marche for lunch...where i got the name 'strawberry girl' cos i ordered waffle with strawberries...like wth?? k ahah...then went around shopping with the ever gossiping mel and peihan...karmila and i 'criticised' almost everything they picked out hahaha...then went to popular to buy some empty disc for my sis...then queued up...there was only 2 counters and 1 counter the woman was staring at receipts...so i just stood there waiting for my turn and this middle aged woman cut my queue and placed her whatever she was buying on the counter of the woman who was staring at the receipts...then karmila was like 'excuse me' then the woman turned around then i said 'the queue's from the back' then the woman gave me that look so i said 'cos that counter is busy (the busy counter was referring to the one with the receipt staring woman)' then i just paid and walked out....all this while karmila was laughing...haha...do you understand? dont think so..haha...

2004-06-16T20:27:00.000+08:00

ello!!!k, yesterday i was too tired to blog...but training was super fun....played soccer and floorball with dan, jaime and linhui....teamed up with jaime to play floorball and we beat them! muahahaah...then during training, linhui was afraid of the fire drill thing hahahah...damn funny...the game was super fun haha...

today....didnt want to wake up but forced myself to...then went to school...reached at 09:01...thought i was late but hannah came a min after me ahha....and Miss Gan Weiqi was happily still sleeping at home so we waited for her till 09:50...then completed the project...bought lunch for sis and reached home just in time for 'Operah'...then watched dvd till i fell asleep...woke up at 6 to watch 'Iron Chef'! yeah, that show totally rocks!! haha....

cant wait for tmr cos karmila's gonna kill me! ahha...was super evil today...must be the coke ahahahah....

2004-06-14T19:39:00.000+08:00

today was totally fun muahaha....gonna type everything out so prepare your eyeballs!

k, i was late meeting karmila...15mins late haha...but i got excuse k!! haha...anyways, RUSHED there then she said inside so i though at the 7-eleven there so i happily just stood there then she called and said go inside the control station...like how was i supposed to know right? haha...then waited for the train for so long (according to me =D ) then went on the mildly crowded train which gradually got mega crowded and we got 'pushed' in deeper. then met cherie at the kallang station...got scolding again by her...cherie was complaining that the man sitting next to her was smoking but she just refused to move hahaa....then made our way to pasir ris...oh, cherie was TRYING to explain the different japanese movies but karmila and i didnt understand a word haha but we just said yes hahaha...then we malu-ated ourselves cos we thought we needed to change train then this woman told us dont need hahaha....then got off and was thinking of what bus to take there then both of us pushed cherie to ask what bus but there was a sign there saying 'take bus 354(i think) to downtown east' so yeah, we took it. karmila is evil...she wanted to trip the girl with heelies ahhaa...then at the bus stop there were so many bimbos! haha...couldnt stand it haha...

then took the bus and we had totally no idea where to stop so we just followed the crowd ahha...reached there and walked to escape first.when we reached, we were thinking whether we should go the dry or wet one first so we walked to the wet one. at the wet one, karmila was happily playing with the barney toys ahha..waited for like 5 mins to buy tickets...then we saw the sign saying $3 for float and $2 for locker...plus ppl going there were like in their swim suits and all so we decided not to go and walked back to escape where we waited for 2 hrs, trying to decide whether we should go town or not.then kiri came and we decided to go in. cherie and kiri screamed to give us 25% discount of smt...then got in and settled the money then sat on the first ride.

have totally no idea what the ride is called...sat with karmila. both of us were laughing the whole ride...we even made comments about the operator guy ahah...then the woman next to us was totally freaked out haha...then after that, went on the water one. karmila couldnt decide whether to sit infront or behind but she ended up sitting infront.and i happily got wetter than her...ate then sat the 'turn2 one'...saw cherie's face and karmila and i were laughing thruout the whole ride. i was laughing till cannot laugh anymore. karmila laughed till she was crying hahah...then we sat the 'lying down' one where cherie was screaming ahhahah...damn funny haha...then this boy dunno how to spray the water properly and sprayed on me! karmila was happily laughing...then we went to the one with the mega long queue..damn violent...sat till leg pain haha..after that we played some game thing where i didnt get any of the 4 balls in. karmila was like 'what cca you in? why cannot shoot?'...like whatever loh hahahaha...then sat the mini roller coaster...then (k, i admit) i ACCIDENTALLY pushed the bar down too hard so we were like squashed to the seat hahaha..stomach pain ahaha...i was laughing thru out the ride and karmila was complaining ahha...Sorry lah! hahah...then sat the enterance that ride again...this time it wasnt as fun cos we couldnt see cherie that clearly but it was fun anyway...

then we went town and walked around...karmila said she was hungry so we went to ljs but she didnt eat so we walked back to orchard mrt...on the way so many ppl block my way can! almost tripped so many times haha...was damn pissed after that...then took a bus and came home...

today was damn fun....haha...must go out with them again hahaha....laughed so much today....laughter is the best medicine!

2004-06-13T14:55:00.000+08:00

today got woken up by my maid at 9 to close the door for her cos she was going out...then after that, went back to bed...then woke up again at 1045 and went out with my parents and sis for lunch...came home at like 12+ and on-ed my phone...you thought i was still sleeping right? ahhahaha....then after that was doing geog...or rather, TRYING to do...couldnt find the missing points so came online haha....and there's like no one online??!? if im not wrong, cheng is at some autograph session...karmila has a match going on...and like there's no one here to talk to!!! nvm...will just sit here...doing nothin....

2004-06-12T19:32:00.000+08:00

k, today was rather alright...finally got up earlier than you muahahahah....had lessons, went out with mom, dad and sis for lunch then came home to do work. Oh, my dad bought frogs to feed his fishes...and his fishes are totally mega and they 'suck' the frogs up and could see the frog's feet(do frogs have feet or what?) sticking out of the fish's mouth, totally gross haha...then completed my chem and bio...took me like 20 mins to search for the geog question paper. It was in my geog notebook all along..feel so retarded ahah... but i didnt do it in the end haha...then went downstairs to watch tv till just now ahha...feeling totally bored...

hy: HY!!!dont stress yourself too much yeah? pace yourself and you'll do just fine =D

ikan: kat, hope you can come back to visit us soon k?

tong: hope you like the cow...and happy birthday!

2004-06-11T19:36:00.000+08:00

oh yeah, forgot...

Happy Birthday Tong!!

hope you like the cow...its damn cute ahha....take care yeah....

2004-06-11T12:11:00.000+08:00

got up at like 1030 this morn...but [you] still got up earlier hahah....im like just sitting here doing nothing....sis left for hockey carnival, mom and dad at work...mom wont be home till like 11+ at night cos she got 4 sectors...so im all alone at home....msg-ing peihan ahha...she's on a cruise and she sounds bored haha...the internet on the cruise is like 33cents per min ahah, so ex... argh!!! im totally bored...this morning fei2 msg-ed me asking how to do the geog map thing cos we dont have the map then i told her dont do loh ahha...just sitting here and waiting till 12:45 ahah....

2004-06-10T20:32:00.000+08:00

k, had lesson in the morning at 830 so i woke up at 07:55...and msg-ed [you] thought you were still asleep and that i woke up earlier than you but no, you were already up....so yeah ahah... then after my lesson, got ready to go out...had decided what to wear the night before and [she] wanted me to wear skirt????like okkkay hahaha....then i left the house at like 1015...was msg-ing karmila so that she wont fall asleep on the bus and miss her stop ahah...then she was criticising the girl next to her for listening to music too softy ahah...karmila wanted to push her down ahahha...evil....then when i reached the bus stop in town, she said she reached already so i rushed lah haah...then when i reached, only sexy cherie was there haha....then a few sec later, she happily came strolling in ahahha....then bought tickets....and karmila almost went up the wrong escalator hahaha....cos she was happily msg-ing ppl ahaha....sat around for awhile and went in...sexy is totally blur! theatre 1 was right next to her and she didnt even know!!! haha....went in and sexy stared at the seats so closely to look at the number ahhaa...then took a seat and they happily leave me alone to buy food...then this guy came in and sat next to me...he's a total loser! he laughs at the most lamest jokes like during the movie, the beggar guy said they could get food from the garbage and the guy was laughing....i mean, whats so funny about that??? ahaha...then ying wei sat behind us with her friend...the movie was quite boring haha....my leg was like cramped haha...then i sat closer to karmila cos the guy next to me was totally freaky ahhaha....then after that couldnt decide what to eat so walked all the way to taka and ate Mcs...then the man was like 'excuse me sir, can i take your order' he called me a sir!!! then karmila was like laughing....whatever hahaah....then after that he corrected himself hahaha...then sexy left for tuiton so left karmila and me. then we walked around taka looking for a present for tong...i cant say what it is haha, wait tong read ahaha....then after that met up with lily and natria and followed them around....they happily talk alot hahaha....then karmila and i were like always walking too fast so we purposely walk behind them ahaha...then they finally decided to take a rest at the heeren fountain...there they just sat and talked....then after that they went home but it was still early so karmila and i walked around cine then walked to wisma and took the bus and went home....today was totally fun....had no idea sexy was THAT lame haha....oh, and my sis bought grapes haah....then pau very cute, she posted to me a letter with the 20 ringgit she owes me ahhaah.....better go, cheng is gonna box my face soon ahaha

2004-06-09T11:01:00.000+08:00

came back last night around 7+...think [she's] angry with me for not picking her up from school....but i couldnt cos my flight was delayed cos of the lousy system...i dunno...[you] have to tell me what i did wrong cos im rather insensitive... im sorry k? really2 sorry...

anyways, im still sad cos my sis is still in china...she'll be back in 3 weeks, cant wait...bought some clothes....sis bought afew skirts...overall it was alright...just that i was missing [you]...

my doggie is so cute, she can bark with the muzzle on haha...amazing...then that day, she bit a dog with 'floppy' lips cos it was trying to make friends and my dog is VERY unfriendly...so she bit the dog on the lips and it was bleeding hahahaha....feeling so evil but its not my dog's fault cos the other dog was off leesh so yeah ahahha....

today's my sis's birthday, havent gotten her anything...what do you get a girl who has everything? and its raining and im supposed to go out and get her a cake...sucks...

2004-06-04T22:09:00.000+08:00

got up at like 10+ and got scolding by [you] haha...not my fault, was very tired haha...and [you] happily woke up at 7+ haha...then went online for awhile....then went to school with jelly haha...the council party was alright...didnt eat much cos had training which was alright...i happily trying to catch the ball that coach threw and crashed into that sec1 girl...then my ankle hurt like hell but its alright now... then on my way home, saw my sis...she was going town to pass stuff to her friends and asked me to accompany her so i did...and we happily walked around the whole of town...first we went to taka then to wisma then to cine then to shaw house, my dad's new office...its like damn cool can haha....now i know where it is so i can go and disturb him or buy him tea haha...then came home with him and my sis...my house the 1st floor tv is screwed up...cant work haha...so i like just sat in my room...

going overseas tmr...not as keen as before anymore...im so gonna miss [you]...wondered how i survived sarawak by msg-ing [you] so few times....still thinking about you...argh!!!! still pissed at what you told me but im glad that you did...at least your honest =) take care yeah...i'll miss you...will msg you when i get back on tuesday...

2004-06-03T22:46:00.000+08:00

urm...today went to school to collect walkathon card...then walked around tiong for awhile with weiqi then went to clementi and walked around the whole place looking for a flower shop...then gave up and took a bus to denise's house...she said 7 stops then weiqi and i lost count ahha...but she said denise will be waiting for us at the bus stop but then we like totally missed the stop cos she wasnt there! so weiqi and i happily took our time to walk back...then met up with denise and yan yan then we walked to the hawker centre which was another bus stop away...weiqi and i complain like hell can haha...both of us were totally high and laughed so much haha...only after we reached denise said that there was a short cut! like wth ahah...then found a flower shop there but the owner wasnt there so asked the next door uncle to help us...then weiqi helped to pick out a rose cos i dunno haha...then it was supposed to cost $5 but the man gave it to me for really2 cheap...then we were like 'uncle, it says here $5" then he said no, $5 is too ex for a flower ahha...so i dont complain loh...haha...then went to denise's house and left like 10 min later cos was having piano...then went home and went out again for the hockey match...took 10 min to wax my hair but it turned out horrible so washed it away and decided not to wax haha...

then walked to delta with the flower in my hand...then lily and cheng so mean can...forever teasing me...then gave her the rose or rather, lily did it...so malu-ated can haha...then watched the hockey match and criticised almost everyone with lily haha...got a few bimbos there hahaa...then after the match karmila's blister was damn sick haha...but she still could happily run around the place hahahah....then after that went home...didnt follow then to tbp...then i heard that they were like bullying karmila haha...so evil...then came home and did maths, ate dinner and returned to maths again hahaha...ami is like totally boring now ahhaa...so thats why im online...

cheng! stop teasing me about the flower loh! angry haha..and im only human, i can make typos hahaha...

2004-06-02T11:18:00.000+08:00

kkk, i'm gonna update by blog...a request made my someone! muahahahha...

was singing this song like 2 days ago....then got a lot of typos muahahaha...

Unchained Melody

"Oh, my love, my darling
I've hungered for your touch
Alone, lonely time
And time goes by so slowly
And time can do so much
Are you still mine
I need your love
I need your love
God, speed your love to me
Lonely rivers flow to the sea to the sea
To the open arms of the sea
Lonely river sigh, wait for me, wait for me
I'll be coming home
Wait for me
Oh, my love, my darling
I've hungered, hungered for your touch
Oh, my, lonely time
And time goes by so slowly and time can do so much
Are you still mine, I need your love I need your
love, God speed your love to me."

Last night was damn funny...was msging [her] then suddenly my phone no reception...then i walked around the whole house trying to find reception but dont have...so i off-ed my phone and on-ed it again...then received the msg....so i replied but [she] never reply so i thought she was asleep so i went to sleep. then this morning i found out she was eating so didnt reply me ahhaa...then she went to sleep cos i didnt reply cos i was asleep...get it? dont think so muahhahaha....

Gonna stay home and do hw today...trying to make out p's handwriting haha....cant see what hw she wrote down hahahaha....

oh yeah! i forgot to say i went to cut my hair...its fairly alright...cherie said i look like taiwanese star? like whatever haha...but i think its weird...my mom said i like never cut like that and said i should have cut shorter haha...

karmila: hahaha....i found out there were 3 typos haha....maybe cos i was singing ahhahahaha.........

2004-05-31T20:51:00.000+08:00

back from sarawak!!! my brain is full of stories haha...too lazy to type out haha...

2004-05-22T16:37:00.000+08:00

tmr is the last day i'm gonna see [~] for like minimum 2 years... [~] has been such a good friend to me...this is the first time i'm losing such a valued friend...i dunno if i can handle the truth...i dunno if i can bear losing you...we've been such good friends for so long...dunno if i will cry tmr...but if i do, it'll be the first time i've cried over someone...i dont cry easily...cant bear it...[~] was there to help me in my studies...[~] was there to make me laugh over the lamest stuff in the world... hope she has a safe trip and keep in contact...

watched shrek 2 today...was kinda lame and funny haha...liked the mega gingerbread man haha, very cute...havent finished packing yet...too lazy...

thinking if i made a stupid decision about [you]...think i ended it cos i was afraid of the truth...time to time i think about it and realise it was a stupid thing to fight over...

2004-05-21T23:53:00.000+08:00

today was quite alright...got quite high for geog and e maths 2 but sucked for chinese, physics and bio...

helped neng's group to cut out the stencil thing...i cut till my fingers no feeling haha and cannot function properly....then neng and cherie were like calling me shuai ge for no apparent reason can....i was just cutting the thing!!! then leslie talked to us blah3 then my dad came to pick me, pau, fei and weiqi up adn sent us to far east where weiqi and pau went to cut hair...she look more japanese now can! then walked with fei to john little and bought 'stuff' hahaha...very nice to walk with her cos we talk alot ahaha...then walked back to heeren's marche and waited for pau they all...met meiyi and them and went in...we saw ms chen can! with dunno who ahaha....bet she didnt recognise us but just smile2 haah...ikan got me a ty frog...damn cute can...ate like tons esp mushroom soup[dont worry angel, will go there with you one day (: ] after that went to cine's star shot place thing to talk photos...quite fun and all...then sat outside cine to eat the cake haha...ikan so suay kenna eat 5 pieces of the cake haha...then after that went back and ordered the photos...went to more than words and got my sis a dog keychain thing....after that went back to the photo shop and collected the photos...then walked to orchard mrt to meet my sis, took bus back and sas picked us up from the bp station...should go to sleep soon ahahaha....

hmmm...still dunno what to get for ikan...got tmr to think haha...gonna go out tmr with my mom and watch shrek 2 and buy stuff for my cip trip...

thinking about joining tae kuan do...for the NYAA thing...

2004-05-20T20:12:00.000+08:00

whoo hoo! wade robson project tonight...damn nice to watch...wish i could dance like him haha...

today sucked....chem got A2 can!!! think im like the last in class for that...on the other hand, mel got 90! too smart already...

after school did the sarawak thing then cherie and jessica were teasing me that i couldnt cut the thing straight....hung around there for awhile and went home...

nothing to do...tmr my dad not going for the briefing...then going out after that for dinner with ikan they all

dont feel like blogging anymore....

2004-05-19T19:59:00.000+08:00

whatever: what the hell? you have no guts just to leave your name...why? afraid that my 'big clique' will beat you up is it? we have better stuff to do than to deal with a low-life like you...excuse me but who in the right mind will actually look at how big a person's clique is? nothing to do is it? Go jump into a lake then! Looking down on others? please loh, my nose is not in the air! How the hell have i looked down on others! half the time i dont even go down for recess! Jealous that i have a big clique is it? Fuck off lah! got a problem of me making new friends is it? Fuck off! Haiz...im just totally wasting my time...i've got better things to do so fuck off!

On the better things muahahah!hmmm...yesterday was fun...learned a new language haha...then after that went town to catch a movie, van helsing... we were so close to the screen can! muahaha....fei talk alot then mel and i were laughing and cheng2 was *ahem* better not say wait she box my face muaahahha... it ended at like 8+ then took neoprint...too bad fei2 was having a headache cos of the blasting of the sound effects...then after that went to the bus stop where say juli, jia rui and their group...talked with them a bit then my bus came...was kinda worried about ikan and mel cos ikan had to walk home bu the ulu-fied way and chio-bu mel was walking to the bus stop alone...feeling guilty, should've walked her to the bus stop muahaha....nvm, she's alright...

today was alright....results suck...dont even wanna touch on that...after school we waited for lpp and leslie for like half an hour then later decided to get smt to eat... then after that lpp came with mrs kong! totally didnt expect haha....then got stuff done and went with weiqi and hannah to get stuff...went to tiong where they didnt have the origami paper so we took a bus to town where weiqi was like totally shopping...bought sb for sarawak cos didnt have enough...then went to orchard popular and they happily make me carry back the origami paper can! muahahha....

today miss martines was in our class marking our geog paper then she was like 'who is stacy' then i stood up and she walked out of class...then i followed her and i asked her if she wanted to see me then she said 'i just wanted to see your face' then smt about marks....thinking it MUST be my handwriting....i'm so dead...

fei2 cut her hair liao...gonna see tmr...neng and i cutting after sarawak haha...going to clippers...thats it...dont feel like typing anymore...

2004-05-17T14:04:00.000+08:00

today's alright...am kinda high muahhahah...thanks angel for the thing! thanks yeah!

angel:sorry cant go out with you on wed k...got to learn malay haha...before school starts i go with you and cut hair k...anyways, will go out with you during the hols k...tc :)

today the chinese paper very cheat my feelings can...the first han zhi i dunno how to do can...then i was like 'shit! like that then the rest sure die lah' end up the word was from chapter 16, we didnt learn so during recess mel, wei2 lily and i went to complain to lee ting2 then she said she'll check it out haha...then the zao ju give us all the 'unimportant' words can! i was expecting all the chen yu...cheat my feelings hahaha...

bio was alright...finished section A and B in like half an hour haha...then took my time to do section C...then i write very nice cos got alot of time hahaha...if not my handwriting like wanna die hahaha....anyways, the section C ques 9 i made up my own experiment haha...i said put the plant in the fridge cos very cold hahahaha.....was totally crapping my way thru hahaha....

xianded...found out that i'm not free for like the whole of this week...have to prepare for the sarawak trip..i really cant wait know...then yeah...

tmr after our paper, gonna go to tiong and eat first then come back to school for malay then go out after that...plus i got training...but dunno what time yet...they wanna go watch van helsing at cine...
oh yeah! pau2! dont forget supposed to fight with you tmr hahah....

2004-05-16T12:50:00.000+08:00

to my angel: did i say smt wrong or anything? cos i really have no idea...last night you just said you were tired but i dont believe so...before that you were totally hyper...think i said smt wrong...really sorry k....

anyways...today was quite horrible....found out from poon that on tuesday we got malay lessons for the sarawak trip! like what the hell loh...we all plan already so nice...gonna watch van helsing...screwed up all our plans...

then on wed we also may have malay lessons again...but i planned to go cut hair with my angel...yet again, screwed up my plans...

xianded....alone in the house again....blasting my music...what if someone calls the house then i cant hear the phone hahah....not my prob...anyways, better get back to studying...doing chinese now...

Maroon 5-this love

"I was so high I did not recognize
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind
Whispered goodbye and she got on a plane
Never to return again
But always in my heart

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I tried my best to feed her appetite
Keep her coming every night
So hard to keep her satisfied
Kept playing love like it was just a game
Pretending to feel the same
Then turn around and leave again

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I'll fix these broken things
Repair your broken wings
And make sure everything's alright
My pressure on your hips
Sinking my fingertips
Into every inch of you
Cause I know that's what you want me to do

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
She said Goodbye too many times before

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore..."

2004-05-15T11:44:00.000+08:00

21:32-my day just got better haha...planned already...wednesday i''m going with my angel to cut hair haha...cant wait, my hair's too long...then after that she wants to go shopping haha...tuesday going with pau they all to watch van helsing...life is good after the exams haaha....just went through 1 whole hour of nothing but chinese...all 15 chapters...my brain is full of chinese words! muahahah....

couldnt sleep last night....my conscience is eating me alive...

this morning this woman came to my door and was doing a survey about insurence...knowing me, im totally blur, dunno anything about this. so i just stood there and listen to the woman..all i said was 'yeah' and 'i dunno'...like what the hell, waste my time...then she asked me what type of insurence i had i said dunno...then she gave me her no and asked me to call her when i find out.i said ok. then after she left, i threw her contact away...waste my time...

today sucks...have to mug the whole day...2 days to complete 8 chapters of bio and like 15 chapters of chinese...impossible? i will make it possible...

totally alone at home...again...yesterday my mom was working, dad was busy, he's doing smt important and sis was in school and had hockey after school so yeah, i was alone at home with my maid who went out for awhile...so saddening, i had dinner alone...thought dinner was the time where the family would gather but no...

anyways, now alone at home...mom gone out...sis got practical in school and dad golfing...maid most probably outside gossiping with the other maids in the neighbourhood...at least no one will disturb me when i try to conquer my 8 chapters of bio and 15 chapters of chinese...

gonna have lunch soon...not hungry though...got no mood to do anything...better go...my dog just took a bath...she's chained to the gate to dry off..very cute cos she just stares at the ppl walking past...sometimes barking at them...
just now very cute...the dustbin man came then my doggie is outside then she started barking hhahaha...then the dustbin man just stared at her hahahahaha....

This is how im feeling now...
"There's an anchor around my heart
Dragging me down
Beneath the waves in silence I fall
There's a halo above my head
Spinning me 'round
'Cause I don't know if I'm alive or dead

There's a dagger in my hand
Bleeding me dry

And all we have to lose is time
And what lose we leave behind
Stay around and we will shine"

2004-05-14T10:33:00.000+08:00

ever questioned your actions before? i have...now...dunno if i did the right thing...but what is 'right'? your 'right' maybe someone else's 'wrong'...one always seem to think s/he's correct...i admit, me too...haughty? you tell me...but sometimes you need two sides of the story...think [you] have changed my whole perspective in life...curse or blessing? depends on how you see it...

Today's maths was quite alright...think I got a few errors here and there...then walked to the bus stop and waited for the bus...when the bus as just about to come, miss pau2 forgot her wallet! she left it in class!!! then she tried calling ppl in class but they didn't switch on their phone then the bus came so p went on the bus...then pau and I happily took our time and walked back to class haha...the art exam like totally cool can! they have to sit in class for like 2 hours and paint...so funky haha...give them credit cos I cant sit still for so long just painting haha...then yeah, pau and I walked back to the bus stop, took the bus and here I am! Alone at home...blasting my music out loud...i like this lifestyle, loner...sometimes i feel its better to be alone than to have ppl surrounding you...then again sometimes you need someone next to you...

xian-ded...cant wait for tuesday! van helsing haha! going out with pau they all... totally cant wait man! just realised we'll be going to sarawak in 2 weeks, rather in 10 days...got my backpack, borrowed from my mom...its quite big but i rather take it then a hand carry cos they say we have to carry it and walk alot so yeah...

guess thats it...waiting for jaime oliver to start...then after i might just fall asleep haha...

2004-05-13T17:43:00.000+08:00

smt has been bothering me...i'm waiting for smt to happen...if it happens, the sky will fall...but i'll try to keep my hopes up...

i think i blog the most haha...cos im totally too lazy to study...xian-ded...
after my previous post, i went upstairs and fall asleep hahaha.. from 2+ to 5+ haha...feel like a pig...then got up and talked to my sis for a bit then did some maths...got frustrated and came online hahahah.....totally lame-ded today...dug up this song the other day...forgot how nice it was haha....read the lyrics haah 'teenage guide to popluarity' haha...

Nada Surf-Popular

"Three important rules for breaking up
Don't put off breaking up when you know you want to
Prolonging the situation only makes it worse
Tell him honestly, simply, kindly, but firmly
Don't make a big production
Don't make up an elaborate story
This will help you avoid a big tear jerking scene
If you wanna date other people say so
Be prepared for the boy to feel hurt and rejected
Even if you've gone together for only a short time,
And haven't been too serious,
There's still a feeling of rejection
When someone says she preferres the company of others
To your exclusive company,
But if you're honest, and direct,
And avoid making a flowery emotional speech when you brake the news,
The boy will respect you for your frankness,
And honestly he'll apeciate the kind of straight foward manner
In which you told him your decision
Unless he's a real jerk or a cry baby you will remain friends

I'm head of the class
'm popular
I'm a quarter back
I'm popular
My mom says I'm a catch
I'm popular
I'm never last picked
I got a cheerleader chick

Being attractive is the most important thing there is
If you wanna catch the biggest fish in your pond
You have to be as attractive as possible
Make sure to keep your hair spotless and clean
Wash it at least every two weeks
Once every two weeks
And if you see Jhonny football hero in the hall
Tell him he played a great game
Tell him you like his article in the newspaper

I'm the party star
I'm popular
I've got my own car
I'm popular
I'll never get caught
I'm popular
I'm a teachers pet
I make football bets.

I propose we support a one month limit on going steady
I think It will keep you both more able to deal with weird situation
And get to know more people
I think if you're ready to go out with Johnny
Now's the time to tell him about your one month limit
He wont mind he'll apreciate your fresh look on dating
And once you've dated someone else you can date him again
I'm sure he'll like it
Everyone will appreciate it
You so novel what a good idea
You can keep your time to your self
You don't need date insurance
You can go out with whoever you want to
Every boy, every boy, in the whole world could be yours
If you'll just listen to my plan
THE TEENAGE GUIDE TO POPULARITY "

2004-05-13T11:17:00.000+08:00

yesterday's paper sucked like hell...i couldnt even do Q9 can! the stupid triangle...then when i went home i tried it out, can loh like what the hell...was damn pissed....gonna drop to band 3....dont even think i can make it to band 2...irritating can! they band according to a maths...not e maths somemore my e is stronger can...like that confirm go band 3...

today's paper was alright...michelle chua was damn funny....before she started the paper she told nette, estate head, to water the plants. then she gave out the paper and was like 8 short can! then somemore the name list was 3C one, i thought she go wrong class can...then she borrowed elizabeth's hp to call the office for more question papers then jenny leong answered the phone and said 'OI' then the whole class laugh till wanna die haha....then gave out the paper, did the paper, it was alright...then after the paper she asked me to collect the maps then she asked me for my name, like she'll remember haha...then after the paper she was like 'where's your recycling box' then we said 'dont have' then poor nette had to follow her to get the box haha....anyway, that made my day, still laughing about it hahaha....

2004-05-11T15:40:00.000+08:00

today's physics sucks...gonna flunk...ss was alright, i guess...hopefully...

my sis totally rocks can! she bought for me the Maksim CD, a nike top, a CK blouse and quiksilver berms! she's the best! miss her though...

anyway, better go and practice a maths...dont wanna fail...

2004-05-10T18:16:00.000+08:00

think my whole com is screwed up...waiting for it to crash any min muahaha...k...today's paper sucked...chinese i dunno what i was writing, it was totally lame...maths i didnt have enough time to check! ARGH! damn pissed...i wanna stay in band 1 cos charoo damn funny...this sucks man...most probably i'll fail the paper and drop to band 4 wih pat ng! worst nightmare...got tired of studying physics...i'm been going thru the formulas and all for like so long...cant be bothere to memorise the meanings and stuff...worst comes to worst i'll make up some crap that the teacher will HAVE to give me a few marks muahahah....k, better get back to studying, got 1 more chapter of ss to go...

2004-05-09T13:38:00.000+08:00

shouldnt be blogging...really...k..today's mothers day...woke up and msged marcia and pau, my 'mothers' and also msg my real mom cos i was going to church...in church someone stole my stone! then very angry...but nvm...gonna get my mom a tiramisu cake...but dunno if its available...if not i'll make something with my sis...had the shock of my life, my phone bill is like $70+ can! i used 1607 msg....dont believe it...i dont think i msg that much...anyway, will control myself this month...so ifi dont reply some ppl you know why hahaha...k, better go and do some maths...remember to bring chinese dictionary tmr!

2004-05-08T15:18:00.000+08:00

Tired of mugging...been doing maths ever since this morning...maybe i'll take a short nap...i'll most probably end up sleeping till 7+...not enough time to study...what am i doing online then? k...should go back to studying and listening to Ryan seacrest on Power 98!
Just love this song:

Goo Goo Dolls-Dizzy

You're cynical and beautiful
You always make a scene
You're monochrome delirious
You're nothing that you seem
I'm drowning in your vanity
Your laugh is disease
You're dirty and you're sweet
You know you're everything I need

Everything you are
Falls from the sky like a star
Everything you are
Whatever ever you want

I wanna kick at the machine
That made you piss away your dreams
And tear at your defenses
Till there's nothing there but me
You're angry when you're beautiful
Your love is such tease
I'm drowning in your dizzy noise
I wanna feel you scream

Everything you are
Falls from the sky like a star
Everything you are
Whatever ever you want

Everything you are
Falls from the sky like a star
Everything you are
Whatever ever you want

Everything you are
Whatever ever you want
Whatever ever you want
Whatever ever you want

2004-05-07T20:04:00.000+08:00

today was quite alright....english we watched interview with a vampire...then mel and lily were like what happen? then i would say and say...but i think i was making up some of it hahaha....sorry cos i wasnt thinking properly...was thinking about smt else...bio was alright...found out mrs leong is actually quite nice and funny haha...then maths was totally fun! adeline and i doing origami haha...then our class so nice can, gave mrs charoo alot of flowers and cranes...taught adeline how to fold a turtle haha....then folded a turtle for tong with my name on it haha....then adeline best can, lee ting2 walk into class she still folding her flying crane haha...then lee ting2 said she was smart cos the only 3D girl in band 1 maths hahaha....which is true...

after school walked to the foyer with mel,lily and shaleen...cant believe shaleen watches survivor haha...the foyer was damn crowded....hate crowded places....sometimes you just feel like pushing the person next to you and throw vulgarities at them for standing too close to you...feel like punching them haha...then had free entertainment...this girl dropped a whole cup of milo...then i just stood there, seeing how the girl reacted haha...in the end she cleared everything up...

there were some problems with the cake thing, 1D didnt receive their cakes...lpp putting the blame on wei2 but its not her fault, 1D gave the list quite late...my poor covalent...

was sleeping the whole day...vexed about smt...dont feel like talking about it to anyone...sometimes its better to keep everyting inside...

should go...wanna eat apple later!

tong:yos man, hols are drawing near, cant wait for you to tell me about your adventures...study hard man, remember, i'll ignore you if you fail anthing :)

2004-05-06T16:57:00.000+08:00

nowadays i'm feeling depressed...maybe cos the exams are nearing and i dont have enough time to study...havent even started on chinese, geog and ss can...

why ppl forever ask me if im st8...its my social life, its none of your business...

yesterday mr ng was damn funny...he wrote on the board anticlockwise moments=anticlockwise moments....common-sensically will tell you that its right but in physics, its supposed to be anticlockwise moments=clockwise moments...mel and i were laughing can..until he erased it...

3A is totally into origami now...thanks to the drink coupons haha...

k...have to go...need to study...

2004-05-05T16:15:00.000+08:00

i really shouldnt be online now...need to study...damn angry can today! that mr yeo mark me wrong cos i wrote my L as cursive L...like whatever loh...then i got only 3/10!!! 3!!! like what the hell can....then my physics also cant say very good....but was happy with my chinese....although i guessed the last section haha....

-Keane
-Somewhere only we know

I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

2004-05-04T15:56:00.000+08:00

today's lessons were alright...was falling asleep though...but the thing is that im sitting so front with mel and denise teo so we have to pay attention...but i find that i tend to pay more attention when i sit infront than when i sit behind...hmmm....

then today mel kept bullying me loh...then pau2 gave me permission to bully her back hahaha...then lily never do anything when i complain to her...whatever loh haha....

english was damn fun today...found out that P wants big breasts hahahah!!! damn funny....and also gin ni wont make such a good super hero haha...rat wants to bury all her toys with her when she dies and that she will invite all 3A girls to her funeral haha....

i guess thats it...just a little note...have to go back to studying...and maybe i'll fall asleep haha....

2004-05-02T17:54:00.000+08:00

you know, last night i had this really cool and funky dream...i dreamt i was an assassin, damn funky can...i had my own gun, it was a nice black colour and it had only 3 bullets left in it...the bullets were a nice copper colour...then i had that cool funky black coat that they have in the matrix, you know...then i was assigned a job with my other team mates...my team mates would meet me at the place so i took an mrt to the place but i missed my stop(for dunno what reason) and got down the next...then after i got off, i was standing on the platform and started reloading my gun...then the old man and woman were staring at me so i started walking away...then after i got out of the station, i has to walk up this really steep slope to meet my team mates...i remembered it was around dawn, the sky was rather dark but still visible...then i met up with them and we were like 'yo man' and all...then we all put on my funky coats and walked into the place...all of a sudden, we started opening fire and shooting everyone...it was like damn funky...then very suay can, my gun was jammed...then in the end, the 'opponents' were all dead...my team the ppl were alright except for this guy who was bleeding so we carried him away...then i woke up haha...

i rememebered the other day i had a dream... i was walking on the streets then a body dropped from the sky...the person looked fake but VERY realistic...the sick part was that the body almost hit me and that the body was positioned in a sitting up manner and the person's eyes were still open...i can still see the person in my head...the i took a bus...for some reason, the bus had a picture of that dead person and yeah..thats all i remember....

today woke up, went to church and went out for lunch with my parents...after that went out with my sis...we tried to watch dawn of the dead but the stupid woman dont allow loh! so irritating haha...so ended up watching win a date with ted hemington...it was alright...not too bad...then after that went to do a little shopping...bought some stuff...my sis wanted me to get this top...it was nice but its not 'stacy' know what i mean so i ran away then she scold me haha...then came back and yeah...thats all...
cheng2: it think this one is nicer loh haha...maybe i'll change next time...
mel: muahahha, next time i run away muahahahah.....

2004-05-01T10:03:00.000+08:00

woke up at 9 today...its too early!!! should've gone back to sleep...then like there's no one downstairs can! think my parents are sleeping and my sis is out for hockey...got stitches still wanna go hockey haha....so i placed myself infront of the tv and watched lilo and stitch the series so cute haha...i plan to study the whole afternoon but i dont think i'll last haha...

cheng2: cheng2!!!!!!!!!!!thanks for helping me with my blog....your the master blog-ger!!!haha....

when you msg me in the morning, i totally expected it....didnt feel like replying....ive got nothing to say to you...i wish nothing happened...i wish history was erased...though now nothing can be changed...whats done is done...totally regret my actions...you think we can still be friends? it'll be awkward...dont really care about anything now...

2004-04-30T15:05:00.000+08:00

today was the english paper...it was alright, i hope....then like before reflections shankar was staring at me so i also stare lah! then she was like "did you read the comments i wrote on your reflection?" then i was like yeah and she said "better think about it carefully" then i'm like okkkay....haha...

pau2 so funny can! she forgot to bring her tie and her shirt was like mega oversized can! haha, then we were like bullying her haha...

then after school stayed in class for awhile...with mel, sarah, lily and poon...shaleen's bag was in class....then lily stole my phone! so i had to wait till shaleen came back...i was screaming for shaleen for like so long and she was happily buying nuggets in the canteen...then when shaleen came back, mel took my phone after i got it back from lily...so i pulled mel's shirt and pinafore till she was laughing on the floor...so i stole her bag and she happily walked away with poon and sarah...so i was happily sitting in class with lily and shaleen, waiting for mel cos i had her wallet and stuff...then dunno who wrote on the board with permanent marker! so we used the white board marker and went over the world...the sound was damn irritating can! but it came off anyway...eventually mel called lily then met mel at the foyer, returned her stuff ( i could've ran away with her wallet muahaha) then my mom came and i'm here....

you know, i'm getting damn pissed with ppl spreading rumours about karmila and i! there is nothing between us loh! like what the hell...irritated...

2004-04-28T17:00:00.000+08:00

today was fun...esp during pe...played floorball...damn fun...then when we played with mel that group, they all just stand around and talk...then rat the best can! whack my hand with the stick haha...then the rest of the day was alright...think i'm gonna fail physics....should have done the tys instead of the stupid eng compre which i though needed to hand in today....irritated...
damn excited for the cip trip...gonna go there and teach the kids...joined the lit committe cos i can cook and draw haah....
i really should be studying now...too lazy...maybe i'll sleep...

2004-04-27T17:51:00.000+08:00

today was alright...during the bio damn fun can...fei and i were "squishing' the layered cake...then it turned out so gooey can hahah...then we saw other ppl who just cut the cake into small pieces and stuff into the test tube...i think our bench was the only ones who did it hahaha....then after that we talked about how my mom and dad met...pau also shared her stories...then we were like 'pau, so how you want to meet your prince charming' then she was like 'wait and see' haha...fei is gonna marry a rich man, according to her grandmother or someone....then during english joanne, cheng2, fei and i were talking about food can...talking about the 'no signboard' restaurant, teo chu porridge, prawn mee and seafood...was like damn hungry after that can! luckly went home straight...me p, cheng2, pau, ikan, poon and bebe at the bus stop...made like soooo much noise can...lucky ppl never complain...then florencia also came up...we all talked so much...then came to p and my stop...dropped off and went home...then struggled with maths tuiton hw when my tutor was coming at 4 and i reached home at like 3+ haha...got some done, not all though...then here i am....i'm like totally alone at home with my maid who is cooking dinner...i think i better go and study for physics tmr...havent even started yet hahaha...
regretted not going for the maksim concert, he's a damn good pianist...listening to his song now...

tong: yos! havent told me about your adventures yet...looking forward to the hols so you can fill me in k! totally miss you sitting next to me, used to ALWAYS get scolding from ms chen haha....

sharon kee: sharon, thanks for the cake, plus you had to fork out $10 yourself...thanks!

2004-04-26T16:52:00.000+08:00

HOI anonymous! What the hell is your fucking problem? Stop taking up space in my blog! Fucking bitch dont even have the guts to write down your own name? This is such a waste of my time...it is an insult to my intelligence...i shouldnt waste my brain cells on a fucking idiot like you...

to hy: heyhey, really sorry for the vulgarities...just that i'm damn pissed...do well for mid-year yeah...
___________________________________________________________________________________
Totally love this song hahhaha....

Eamon - Fuck It (I Don't Want You Back)

See i dont, know why, i liked you so much
I gave you all, of my trust
I told you, i loved you, now thats all down the drain
Ya put me through pain, i wanna let u know that i feel

Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back

Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back

You thought, you could
Keep this shit from me, yeah
Ya burnt bitch, i heard the story
Ya played me, ya even gave him head
Now ya askin for me back
Ya just another hag, look elsewhere
Cuz ya done with me

Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back

Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back

Ya questioned, did i care
You could ask anyone, i even said
Ya were my great one
Now its, over, but i do admit im sad
It hurt real bad, i cant sweat that, cuz i loved a hoe

Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back

2004-04-19T19:44:00.000+08:00

to that f*ucking anonymous person on my blog: wth! karmila and i are alright already! Get your facts right before accusing ppl...f*uck off!

2004-04-16T18:42:00.000+08:00

today was like totally fun...k, slept at like 12+ last night(or rather this morning) cos was watching the OC...you know the guy Seth, he's the guitar guy in Gilmore Girls...kkk...then woke up at 05:40 did my stuff and reached tiong at 06:00...waited for lily whose bus didnt come haha...she wanted to hire a taxi but they all never see her then her bus came...then mel came then lily came...waited for serene and MCs to open...once it was open, we went in for a drink...waited until like 06:30 for serene(we were supposed to reach at 06:30 haha) then took train blah blah blah and reached the stadium...

did some house stuff then hy, rodelle and i ran across the field to put up our banner...by the time we had it up, the marching had started and we were like so out-of-place...i asked them if we should run across the field they said no haha...so we ended up walking along the side of the track...

blah blah blah then was at the competitors stand...didnt realise 4x100 was like so fast, wasnt prepared...then got shaleen to join 4x400 (only because ms martines was there to tell her haha) k..then fei, belicia, shaleen and i ended up running 4x100... last min we changes fei to be our last runner...fei passed to me then i was running with jia rui, JIA RUI can! she ran so damn fast, couldnt catch up with her...then passed to shaleen who ran into the other lane hahaha...i was like 'shaleen! wrong lane!' then laugh laugh...then belicia tried her best but we were a bit too far behing...ended up being 2nd...disappointment but we did a good job...shaleen too, considering she was our last min decision...
k, will continue later, have to eat dinner...

kk, back...then we spent the rest of the time before the 4x400 to convince shaleen to run...in the end she did and did a great job at that...i would've joined but i dont have stamina hahaah...then she pulled her tigh muscle...belicia (our stc massager) massaged her with counter pain...then cheerleading, to be honest, i hated almost all the songs they played haha...then marie won (not suprisingly) and we got second...heard we lost by like a singe digit...but hey! we won anyway!!!!!! MUAHAHAH!!!!!!! ISABEL IS THE CHAMP!!! Well done sharon! haha! we're like totally proud!

after that went out with the team to eat...actually not many ppl...then dan and i wanted to go town but the other ppl wanted to go jurong point...then dan and i didne care and just stepped on to the train...then ended up at cine and saw them happily walking into cine can! haha..then dan scolded them haha...wanted to eat long johns but ended up at pastamania...to be frank, i dont really like pastamania...it just doesnt have that environment that you'll enjoy your meal in...at there, alot of ppl walked past us, i mean alot...there was serene and weiling (who never sew belt haha) then sec 2s, then christabel and cor, then sharon and isabelians and kwan haha...then we were like totally late for training...we were at the town bus stop at 14:45...

reached school at like 3+ and walked up by the canteen way cos dan and i were wearing outside clothes and didnt want to get sent home haha...then had a mega fun training...playing game and simple ball passes...then ended...came home...and yeah! i guess thats it...i feel very long-winded haha...

btw, hadley, thanks for you chocolate m&m guy but he melted haha...thanks anyway.

2004-04-15T18:26:00.000+08:00

...today was alright...the whole class was falling asleep during english and chinese...then my geog got so high can! damn happy! that was the highest i've ever gotten for geog this year...too bad it isnt counted haha...then during ss so boring can...kwong made us do this structured essay again...so xian-ing...TOTALLY CAN! Isabel leading!!! muahaha... but we'll know who'll win tmr...cant wait haha...

tonight planing to watch ami then the OC...gonna sleep at like 12+? maybe...then mel wantes to meet at 06:05 tmr! so early can! haha...but i'll be there...

watched america's next top model afew times...i think elyse should win...i mean she's like totally frank and all haha...everytime waiting for ppl to fight haha...

my teacher say my dog is very fat haha...fatter than before haha...you know, i think my dog is left handed...when she digs the sand she always uses her left paw...hmmm...i know i maybe lame but hahahaha...

2004-04-14T17:33:00.000+08:00

PE was so fun can! since pau couldnt do then fei was having training so banana and i lead the class...then that stupid ikan kept trying to overtake us so we run faster and faster...little did we realise that our class was way behind haha...then did warm up in a circle(like in netball), a change from the 4 rows...got weiwei to pass the msg around for us to sing a happy bday song for hannah...then when the 3C girls came, we sang again haha...then took weight and went for another round then played captains ball...chen yi damn power can! she stand there and blocked every ball that came her way...then went back to class...almost everyone fell asleep in eng and chem class...
during recess we all so kiasu, stand on the the chair to look at the olympics ques haha...then ran back to class to trace out our dragon boat...then had maths...physics...pc...

after school had house prac...was training with belicia on how to 'skip' and catch the baton...thanks belicia, will try to improve...then saw the cheerleaders dance...like so little of them got 'emotion' haha...Ng Lily always never smile haha...then went home and here i am...going to take a nap...tonite got CSI and AMI...

2004-04-13T18:19:00.000+08:00

man, i totally love this song...

Artist: Oleander
Title: Halo

And it's always little things
That to the surface brings
The comfort in the pain
The fear behind the smile
We lose along the way
The things we leave behind
Along the precipice
Of things we should not climb
And I'm the first in line
There's an anchor around my heart
Dragging me down
Behind the waves in silence I fall
There's a halo above my head
Spinning me 'round
'Cause I don't know if I'm alive or dead
A dagger in my hand
Bleeding me dry

And it's always little things
That to the surface brings
The space you need to breathe
Before the curtain call
The light that leads the way
Before you hit the wall
The mountain that you climb
Just to take a fall
For blind among the blind

There's an anchor around my heart
Dragging me down
Beneath the waves in silence I fall
There's a halo above my head
Spinning me 'round
'Cause I don't know if I'm alive or dead

There's a dagger in my hand
Bleeding me dry

And all we have to lose is time
And what lose we leave behind
Stay around and we will shine

2004-04-12T16:50:00.000+08:00

karmila: i dont expect you to react at all, considering you dont have a heart or feelings. At least i have a wider dictionary as compared to your single word 'fine'. I'm totally happy...this is one of the happiest days of my life (but tong wasnt in school today ) i will be glad to go to school tmr, i've got nothing to hide! At least im not a hypocrite. to hell with you!

what the hell is your problem? i was doing just fine till you came along. F*uck you lah! Get out of my life. I've got better things to do. Anything is better than you. My pride is way more important than you. Knowing you was the biggest mistake of my life. I cant believe i actually cared for you. All those words i ever said to you are all completely empty. My life has a meaning again now that you are out of it. Having your name on my blog is like poison in my blood...poison dilutes blood, causing it to be unpure. It is impossible for every drop of posion to be extracted. Just like how i will hate you for the rest of my meaningful life. Get out of my face. F*uck off and to hell with you!

2004-04-11T10:30:00.000+08:00

'Til The Day
by Easyworld

"And the churches won't stretch up through tarmac,
Fly-overs
The city don't smell like they said in the brochure.
It's no longer surprising
When lovers and lawyers they lie.
But I'd gladly put up with this sh*t 'til the day that I die.

Well we've had our problems,
but hey hasn't everyone?
As soon as they've gone we'll just drag in another one.
I can see that you're sad
That you say there's, a lash in your eye.
And I'd gladly put up with your sh*t 'til the day that I die.

Yeah well.

I get the feeling I'm,
Just not cut out for this.
All strategies hidden agendas and politics.
If we can stand before
Legions of enemies, just you and I.
Then I'd gladly put up with this sh*t 'til the day that I die.

'Til the day that I die,
On the day that I die."

2004-04-10T17:46:00.000+08:00

Why cry over spilt milk? I rather someone like me for who I am than I change myself for that someone to like me. Then again is pride more important than friendship? I've been down this road many times before and it is oh-so familar to me...

Totally! i cant print the heymaths thing...i'll have to copy it out by hand haha...my com printer so screwed up haha....

Hey burke! i finished catcher in the rye, good book...some parts very funny esp the last few chapters...will lend it to you on monday k...

"She didn't believe in angels until she fell in love with one"

"What if angels walked amoung us, and one of them fell in love with us?"

Heard of the movie 'city of angels'? Nice movie...sad ending...this angel(nicholas cage) fell in love with this mortal maggie... but the thing is she can feel him but he's invisible cos he's an angel...then, he gives up being an angel to be with her,the catch is that he will die cos he's a mortal. Then, when he's mortal, he and she get together then very happy...he was taking a shower when she was preparing food for him. he really wanted to try what a pear tasted like cos as an angel, he couldnt enjoy simple pleasures such as food. So she went to the store to get some pears for him. On the way back(she's riding on a bicycle) she gets hit by a truck. Then he senses smt wrong and runs to her aid. He got there just in time before she died... then he has to live the rest of his mortal life without her...damn sad...but i love the theme song by Goo Goo Dolls, Iris.

"And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cuz I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cuz sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
Cuz I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah, you'd bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
Cuz I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
Cuz I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
Cuz I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am"

2004-04-10T11:02:00.000+08:00

"Artist: Simple Plan
Song: Dont wanna think about you

Can you leave me here alone now
I dont wanna hear you say
That you know me
That I should be always doin what you say
Cause Im tryin' to get through today
And there's one thing I know

I dont wanna think about you
or think about me
Dont wanna figure this out
I dont wanna think about you
or think about nothin'
Dont wanna talk this one out
I won't let you bring me down
'cause I know, I don't wanna think about you, don't wanna think about you

When I wake up here tomorrow
Things will never be the same
Cause I won't wait
Cause you won't change
And you'll always be this way
Now I'm gonna get through today
And there's one thing I know

I dont wanna think about you
or think about me
Dont wanna figure this out
I dont wanna think about you
or think about nothin'
Dont wanna talk this one out
This time I won't let you bring me down
Won't let you shut me out
'This time I know, I don't wanna think about you

Run away, run away, running as fast as I can
Run away, run away, I'll never come back here again
Run away, run away
(I don't wanna think about you
or think about me
Dont wanna figure this out
I don't wanna think about you
or think about me
Dont wanna talk this one out)

I don't wanna think about you
or think about me
Dont wanna figure this out
I don't wanna think about you
or think about nothin'
Dont wanna talk this one out
This time I won't let you bring me down
Won't let you shut me out
'This time I know, I don't wanna think about you,
Run away, run away ,I dont wanna think about you
Run away, run away ,I dont wanna think about you
Run away, run away ,I dont wanna think about you
Run away, run away "

2004-04-09T12:07:00.000+08:00

woke up at 8 today for tuition...teacher ended up cancelling on me...had breakfast, mom got me something before leaving me alone at home...ended up reading like 10 chapters of 'The Catcher In The Rye'...damn good book...partially cos the author is frank about everything, he hates practically the whole world and insults practically everyone...

today i'm dont feel like switching on my phone...no mood to talk... most probably go to church for mass at like 3...hopefully i wont fall asleep...was supposed to mug the whole day but didnt have the mood...

sis just got home..she's famished but i'm like so full...

think i'm going back to read my book...damn good book...

2004-04-08T20:42:00.000+08:00

today went to cut my hair...like never cut at all hahaha...cos i kept my fringe...if i cut then i'll look funny haha...you know, my mom wanted me to cut my hair so short that can spike haha, my mom's so damn funky can cos last time she had really short hair...

today's geog test was totally horrible...then somemore the social studies was so difficult can! dunno how to do the source based at all...

JARS OF CLAY LYRICS
"I Need You"

"Strangely out of place
There's a light filling this room
Where none would follow before
I can't deny it burns me up inside
I fan the flames to melt
Away my pride
Do I want shelter from the rain
Or the rain to wash me way?

I need you, I need you, I need you
I need you, I need you, I need you
You're all I'm living for

I might sound like a fool
But I think I felt you moving
Closer to me
Face to the ground
To hide the fatal cut
I fight the weight
I feel you lift me up
You are the shelter from the rain
And the rain to wash me away

I need you, I need you, I need you
I need you, I need you, I need you
I need you, I need you, I need you
You're all I'm living for
All I'm living for
You're all I'm living for

Face to the ground
To hide the fatal cut
I fight the weight
Feel you lift me up
Can't deny it burns me up inside
I fan the flames to melt away
My pride
Only had a second to spare
But all the time in the world
To know you're there
You are the shelter from the rain
And the rain to wash me away

I need you, I need you, I need you
I need you, I need you, I need you
& I need you, I need you, I need you
You're all I'm living for
All I'm living for
All I'm living for
All I'm living for
You're all I'm living for"

2004-04-04T14:07:00.000+08:00

Artist: Hoobastank
Song: The Reason

"I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you"

2004-04-01T16:09:00.000+08:00

i cannot access the heymaths thing leh...our poor pau in hospital...we all miss her. today's heats suck...i didnt get anything plus i malu-ated myself haha...
yesterday's public speaking was so fun. The group was smaller so all of us had a chance to talk and we had tons of sweets haha.soooo bored....dont wanna go back to mugging....
my blue-black very pain now...all jean's fault muahahaha...

2004-03-28T12:29:00.000+08:00

MUAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!got back mt results yesterday, sucks...Mrs Shankar counted my L1R5 is 20! HAHAHAH! Just right, can got poly. maybe cant even get in hahaha...

on friday 3A girls were totally crazy, right Gin Ni haha, totally. even after school at the bus stop haha. At the bus stop we were totally crazy, kept laughing so much haha...

got nothing else lame to say...

2004-03-24T21:27:00.000+08:00

stacy says tong rocks and she loves me to bits.
stace says tong rocks like mad and she loves me to pieces
mother cow stop hiding or i'll moo you till you drop dead =)

your one and only chicky. =)

2004-03-20T16:47:00.000+08:00

K, thanks tong for helping me update. Now i'm feeling so pissed...
Long story.
Yesterday i went for training from 3-5pm then went with Valerie to tiong to pick up hy's cake then went to queenstown. Wanted to rush i but the guard was staring at us so waited for tong and Kimberly to come and 'fetch' us. Was at the BBQ place, damn nice. if i lived there, i would go there every night and gaze at the stars...basically, stone. Then i left early after cutting the cake. Walked home from tiong, damn scary can, so dark then got construction workers so i walked really fast. reached home like 8 like that. Took a bath and ate dinner then waited for survivor. Then, my sister said she not eating dinner. K, thats fine. I messaged her at like 9+ telling her to come home before 10 cos it was like quite dark and my dad's not around to pick her up. my parents told me to take care of her so thats what i did. And what do i get in return for my concern? a scarcastic reply from a sister i was so f*cking concerned over. From then onwards, i told myself i dont wanna have any damn thing to do with her. Everytime i talk to her, she ignores me. If i ignore her? she gets pissed. What the f*uck is this man? Arent sisters supposed to be there for each other? I feel like she's not even there, i feel like i CAN live without her. She doesnt appreciate me. You wont miss a person until s/he is gone. But that doesnt apply for me and her. AAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I just wanna BOX HER!!!I'm so f*cking pissed!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm closer to my friends than closer to her... When she comes home, she just bloody sits at the computer until i go to sleep. In the morning, she's still asleep when i get up. When i go off, she's still asleep. When i come home, she's not there. You tell me what kind of sister she is. I feel like she's not my sister anymore and that my friends are my sisters...this is so damn f*cked up. I wished i had the old her back, then we could go out and talk till late like we used to do.

Sorry for the vulgarities. Those who know me know i'm very pissed. I rarely use vulgarities unless i'm damn pissed. So, my deepest apologies.

2004-03-20T16:32:00.000+08:00

stace doesnt update.so here i am doing the job coz i'm ultra bored.
i havent eaten for the whole day yet i dont feel hungry. just ultra
duper moody. wonder what berly's doing. my phone gone crazy. it
has no reception and now i have to go and dig out my guarentee card
to go repair my phone at Wisma. No one has any idea how lazy i am
to get down to town. miss yesterday's chicken wing and fishballs. that cake valerie bought is superb. my potato rocks more. debbie was on the phone with ravinder the whole night. yuan popped out of no where for a lil while sylvia came without the satays and addy came only after i left at 10. cool. wonder who did the cleaning up.
feel like gg back to yesterday though. it really rocked. shitting on the top on the world is a cool feeling.

stace says tong rocks

yesterday i was tiong waiting for dan when i saw this blind old man selling stuff. Then he wanted to go down the escalator...This middle-aged woman helped him down. So singaporeans do have a heart after all.

2004-03-16T12:24:00.000+08:00
i so sad, my dad's gonna get a new car, he sold the BMW...i liked that car...

k, gonna continue with taman...

After the absailing, we went for caving, it was damn fun. Weiwei and i went first, whacked my head on the low ceiling like 2 times can haha. The guide cheat our feelings. After awhile he stopped and pointed to a small (i really mean small) hole in the ground and asked us to go thru there. We were like REALLY?!?!??! Then he laughed and continued...After awhile, we came to this place that looked sooo much like a scene out of the Lord Of The Rings,the part they were running away from the balrog in the Mines of Moria, totally cool... Then came to this totally funky place where there was like a vertical drop and i was the first to go. The man told me to switch off my torch so i did. I couldnt feel the ground at all so the man said just let go so i did. Got a few scratches on my butt but thats alright. Then helped a few ppl then Sharlene came to the rescue. She's like mega strong can, carried so many ppl. Then after everyone, made our way down to the bottom and were 'stranded' without any help. Managed to make our way out...i really have to hand it to pau, she managed to go caving with the deep cut and that she was not allowed to bend her elbow. The first group said it was really exhausting. However, i didnt find so, it was very fun actually. Made our way back and rushed to get our stuff and hopped on the bus. The bus was damn cold can, partially cos we were wet. Reached the resort.
Cor: heard that you were looking for me. Sorry didnt see you, was helping this other girl.
Put our stuff in the canteen then ate abit of dinner(didnt have appetite) had briefing then put our stuff in the rooms and went back to the hall where we learn thow to make ketupat(dunno how to spell). I got so frustrated cos i couldnt make it haha...after that went back to the room and bathed first. Then got stuck in the toilet haha cos the lock spoil. Ikan gave me a piece of wire and i managed to open the door. After that, we kept the wire in the toilet and sometimes didnt lock the door... Ate some food then went to sleep...a well deserved rest.

Day 3
In the morning had rafting. It was alright. Built our raft and set sail! First to start and first to finish.
On the way back, there was this mega leech on the blue drum where joanne and pau sat, i really mean mega...We paddled really fast and when pau got off, fei said she saw the leech attempt to jump on to her leg, but failed. Weiwei took the pen knife and tried to cut it to two but cannot then it dropped to the ground, dunno what the instructor did to it. In the afternoon was plantation tour... nothing to say about that. At night, 3D can back. Saw tong, man i missed her so much haha. That night she had a slight fever so yeah. Before that i ran all the way to room 50+ (im in room 20) with hannah to claim back my room key from some 3P ppl. In the first place dunno who they were. so ran ran ran in the rain shouting who has room 20 key! haha... that night slept really well, was dead tired.

Day 4
woke up early for the taman hike. was almost late haha. The hike was totally fun, not really tiring. Got a leech bite on my socks, i thought it was a caterpiller haha. then the man use his hand and pluck out the leech... went for the canopy walk, totally fun! On the hike i almost fell down like twice so now my ankle hurts...had the one and a half hour boat ride. Weiwei and i were sitting right infront then it started to rain!!! The rain drops damn pain can! then the water seeped into our butts haah... went back to camp and washed my hair, didnt take a complete bath cos the toilet was chocked up, totally sick. Stupid shuai ge write in my shirt one big chio bu there then had to change shirt. Set off for the train station.

Day 5
The train was supposed to come at 1 am but it came at 2. By that time, i was so tired that i slept but for only an hour plus. Woke up after awhile cos it was freezing cold. saw weiwei shivering so lent her my track pants eventhough i myself needed it cos shes soooo skinny, didnt want her to freeze to death. Slept for another hour plus. Woke up and stoned till alot of ppl woke up then started talking and ate alot then started playing cards. Sharlene totally rules at bluff cos she keeps such a straight face no one knows if she;s bluffing or not. When we reached Johore, the train started moving backwards cos the engine was malfunctioning haha. Then transferred to another train in spore that was really hot/stuffy and was travelling really slow, even fei could run faster than it. Took a bus back to school and waited for my dad and yeah! back home...

it was fun and memoriable...3A's new sig: totally, exactly, wan quan, yeah!
haha...

2004-03-14T20:38:00.000+08:00
hey all, back today. so tired can...k, i'll give you a lowdown on all that happened.

Day1
came to school at like 6 in the morn. Left school at like 7 with 3mm cos the 3A bus no more space. The bus ride was 11 hours, can you believe it!!! kkk, all we ever did was eat and sleep on the bus with the occational chit-chat. They liked the almond cookies that i brought that no one was eating at home. Tried the so called burger that was oh-so-famous. It actually wasnt that nice. It was cooked with alot of butter so it was unhealthy. Then again, ppl have different views. Reached the camp at like 6+ then started pitching the tents.We all didnt know how to pitch the tent so shuai-ge helped us. We all didnt have the appetite to eat cos we all ate sooooo much in the bus but we still tried abit. That night had night walk and it was quite fun cos we didnt want to step into the puddles of water for the fear of leeches. On the way back, weiwei was holding the candle. She so cute can, keep walking off track. The 3C class overtook us with germaine leading. Then they stepped into the mega puddle of water hahahahahah...then reached back and didnt take a bath cos the water was totally dirty so slept like that. That night weiwei's tent outside got frog then she wanted to poke the frog but the frog jumped away. Another frog jumped onto someone's head, so freaky...btw, the toilet was quite bad, maybe cos we're too pampered with our nice and clean toilets.

Day2
my group was doing absailing first, very fun. Helped weiwei and christina pang to put on the harness cos they dunno (i learnt from last year's sports camp). They say i make too tight but i rather it be too tight than they dropping off the cliff WHICH THEY DIDNT haha... Had to make a little hike up the mountain to the place. Christina volunteered to go first. She damn cute can, stuck there for like 5 mins cos she dunno how to go down haha...Then afew other ppl then weiwei, she was very fast. Then me. I whacked into the side of the cliff like 2-3 times. (i continue later, my sis wants to use the com)

2004-03-09T16:38:00.000+08:00
Going taman tmr...not packed yet but too lazy to do so...dont wanna talk about results...dont wanna talk about anything...i feel so irritated but dunno why...i feel like screaming!!!!!!!! I cant believe i'm gonna sit in the mm bus tmr...but still got pau, fei, p, covalent and other ppl...at least my class got miss mak, not so bad haha...

"And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides"

i miss last year
where we could just sit and stone.
Now we have to pay attention at all cost
or we'll pay the concequences-failing

Right now i feel so stressed out
eventhough the CAs are over
i need something or someone
to bring me back to reality
i forgot how to feel...

haiz...dunno why i'm so depressed...i think its cos of my lousy results...Mid-year my goal is to be at least top 10 in class. It maybe too ambitious but hey! i've got nothing to lose...
Till next week, later.

2004-03-05T18:45:00.000+08:00
Yo man dan, cheer up k, if you need a friend, i'm always here! Take care loads k!
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Xiao-mei! i dunno your URl how to link! Must tell me k! All the best for your results!
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Tong! Thanks for the mega cool cd. Had a hard time reading but its nice, thanks. If you need help with physics(though i'm not very good but i'll do my best) and maths( my fav subject!)Take care loads k!
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Heyhey! I'm back! Muahahahah exams are over!!!♥<---haha so cute the heart. I'm gonna flunk a maths, physics and ss. A maths i had a mental block...haiiz...NVM! dont talk about exams liao.
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I wanna watch big fish and runaway jury! it looks damn nice can. I need a new chain cos i broke the old one
=( Finally took out my braces and now wearing retainers but like cannot talk properly haha...nvm, i'll get used to it. Next week going taman, cant wait...

yesterday's american idol the john stevens sang damn nice can, like michael buble and i love michael buble's songs. I hope he wins haha... Next week cannot watch the wild card cos going taman but i hope the pen's salesman gets in. Next friday got william hung on american idol can!!!!!! then somemore cannot watch...haha...

today wasnt feeling very well so i didnt perform for training...coach told me to prepare to play well, i will! muahahah...

"Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends
Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head"

My fav song by blink 182, i miss you. Totally nice =)

2004-02-21T17:20:00.000+08:00
Heyhey cor, have a happy birthday...enjoy it k, hope you like the rabbit!

today isabel lost to marie by 4 points...nvm, sports day, Marie watch out!
today hold the isabel flag until now my fingers very pain haha...went to cut my hair...its alright but i think my fringe is too short...but its alright!
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My theory: Do not show anyone symapthy for none will be shown to you. Agree?

I can tolerate your whisperings behind my back
i can tolerate your teasings
but what i cannot tolerate
is your sympathy for me.
i dont need your sympathy
i can survive on my own.

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2004-02-20T21:09:00.000+08:00
hey...today i'm feeling better than that day....dunno why i was so down...guess life's catching up with me... hey guys, thanks for cheering me up, thanks, i really appreciate it...glad to know that i have true friends...

yesterady went to st nicks council invest...it was quite nice and all...the councillors and monitors there put up a performance which was quite well done if i may say so...clara, pau and i left school at like 0715 to make our way there. We were wearing our court shoes all the way there!!! I was walking around singapore in court shoes! I never thought that day would come haha! That was the longest time i've ever worn court shoes(5+ hours) After the giving out of the certs, there was reception. On the way to the forum(mind you the school is mega big) i had blisters on my feet. Actually, i had it before already but it got worse. Our usherers got A plaster.A! 1 plaster! haha...i had 3 blisters while pau needed 8 plasters haha! It turns out that the usherer was joan's friend...but i dunno her name, dont think she said. But she used to play netball when we went to their school at sec1(they were sec2) But anyway, we skipped the games they set up cos it was already 11+ and school ends at 1245 and our bags are in class so yeah. They gave us a souvienor(dunno how to spell) and we went back to school. I had difficulty cos the blisters were really killing me!came back to school and went for training. it was fun but had to rush home for tuition. We did the hurdles which was MEGA fun!Thats all!

Today nothing much happened.